beautiful boy

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it's you
the song is without a doubt
about you.
you are the most beautiful soul i've ever had the pleasure of meeting.
i thank god every day for you.
i've fallen for other boys before but this is different.
you're heaven in a human.
the instant bond we had the second we were alone for the first time is something i've never felt before.
you are the sweetest and the kindest man
and i can't thank you enough for all you do for me.
every time i'm with you it blows my mind that boys like you actually exist. 
i've never met a man who would do the things for me that you do.
i'm used to being left drunk alone in bed.  laughed at and made a joke of.
i'm used to changed minds.
i'm used to dishonest men.
i'm not used to the non sexual physical affection.
it always had to be more.
i'm not used to just being held when i need to be.
having someone that will be there when i need.
someone who will, within reason, drop everything if i need them.
it is insane to me the lengths you go for me.
you are my dream.
and i hope to god that i'm yours too.
i think i am.
you made me realize that it really is the little things in life that matter most.
in the time i've known you, you have shown me how to be a better human.
taught me how to not take shit from anyone.
you have taught me my worth.
and for that,
i cannot thank you enough.
every memory we've made so far replays in my head every second.
and i cannot wait to make more.

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