day by day

happy

Here's something new, I am happy, I am loved.

Without you.

And not by you.

It took, ripping my own heart out to make me realize that you weren't making me happy in the slightest.

You were an anchor in my past that was constantly dragging me back.

I constantly revisited our loves grave.

And it continuously tore me up.

Because I gave you that power and it was wrong of me to do that.

You were everything to me, you were the love of my life.

You were the love of her life.

Because I am not that pathetic girl that you can take what you want from anymore.

I haven't thought about you or what you did to me in weeks.

You have no power over me anymore.

And fuck if you think you can just come crawling back.

I am not who I was.

I am not the girl you loved.

I am new, I am happy.

And you are not going to take that away from me.