Andrew

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~ "Yeah I will go to the other studio and write some more, I am insparated" I said. My dad nodded. I walked to the other studio. After 3 minutes the door opened. I looked at the door and saw Shawn. "Y/n be honest with me" Shawn said. "About what?" I asked. "About......" Shawn said. ~

"About your song" Shawn said. "What's with my song?" I asked knowing what he means. "Oh come'on! Don't play dumb" Shawn said frustrated. "Just say what you want Shawn" I said. "Is the song about me?" Shawn asked. "Is your song about me?" I asked. "Answer me first" Shawn said. "You first" I said. Shawn sighed. "Yes" He said. "Yes" I said. He looked at me with confused eyes. "I don't act different in front of others" Shawn said. "You do Shawn" I said. "You are a mystery to me, That I can't finish" I said. "I have to go" I said and wanted to walk away. But Shawn grabbed my wrist making me stop. I turned around and looked in his eyes. "Don't walk away, not again" Shawn said.
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I sighed. "Shawn... sometimes walking away is better.." I said. "Why do you make it so complicated?" Shawn asked using my song. "Because I don't even fucking understand this situation anymore" I said. "Shawn do you like me? Yes or no? Or am I just a stupid girl to you? A one night stand?" I asked. "No" Shawn said. "Your not a one night stand. And I don't understand my feelings for you at this moment okay" Shawn said. "Its all a mess" Shawn whispered. "Shawn, listen. We can't make this mess even worse. We have tour soon." I said. "Lets just pretend everything is normal" I said. "We both know pretending is not gonna work" Shawn said. "But we still are gonna try it" I said and walked away. "Are you done here?" I asked at my dad when I walked in his office. "Uh yeah" My dad said and grabbed his stuff. My dad said everyone goodbye and we walked to the car. "Everything alright?" My dad asked. "Yeah" I said. And we drove home. Everything is just fine....
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We arrived home and I walked to my room. I let myself fall on my bed and looked at the ceiling. "Lets just pretend nothing happened" I said to myself. "Fuck that's not gonna work..." I whispered. "But you have to try Y/n. For your dad. You can do this" I said to myself. Then the doorbell goes. I walked downstairs and opened the door. Showing me someone I never expected. It was.....
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