The Lights We Cannot See

"Good Friends"

You're the one who taught me that sometimes it's better to keep some feelings locked up and kept away from the light.

So that no one will be able to hurt you anymore.

Hurting is a part of being alive. Our mother suffered in labor for us to be born in this world. Our mother suffered for us to be born. We wouldn't be able to take our first step if we didn't fall. We wouldn't be able to speak if we never tried saying gibberish words when we were young. We would never be the people we are now if we didn't get hurt because not getting hurt is similar to not living life.

Life consists of happiness and sadness. Like the Yin and Yang. There is good in the bad, and there is bad in the good.

And together, they are in the form of life.

Good friends don't break up like lovers do...

But I'd kill to be the one you fall for but who knows, right? Maybe you already fell for me, you're just scared what my reaction is or I'm still wishfully thinking that you are.

- Ano ba pwede kong sabihin? Tanga ako dahil binalewala kita? Oo, gago ako dahil sinaktan kita at sinira ko yung mga promises ko sayo pero kung maibabalik ko lahat yun gagawin ko dahil hindi ko naman alam na mauuwi tayo sa ganito. If you just knew how much I loved you, you'd crumble every time you hear my thoughts. Kaya nga sabi nila na nasa huli pa lagi ang pagsisisi.

- Sorry for giving you so much problems, for giving you so much hope that I really did change, I nailed it again, I lied. I lied because I was embarrassed for what I did in past, I lied cause I don't want to disappoint you for what I did before. I'm so sorry for ruining everything.