The Lights We Cannot See

"Biggest What Ifs"

What if...

What if I told you that I love you?...

Will you tell me you love me too???

What if I told you, I need you?..

Will you need me too??

What if I told you I miss you?...

Will you say you miss me too and tell me
to stay?

As I lay awake at 3:30 in the morning,
wondering if you're thinking about me too...

I know you aren't the type of person who's into
cheesy things and relationships...

..but you know this is a part of me.

I love making you laugh.

Even with the little things.

I don't even remember how but I'm in love with you with every little thing about you.

I'm always having this crazy thought running through
my head every single night...

The crazy picture of You and Me together...

Us?

and if you'd thought about it too.

If we were together?

Maybe we could've won this battle...

but I was weak, and a coward to ask you the unanswered question that still lingers in my mind.

Sorry for not standing by your side 'til the very end.

I was blinded by the negativity that's
all around me...

To the point that I started doubting you...

I didn't see that you really cared...

..and loved me.

.......

And I was stupid for not seeing that...

and for giving a fuck about everything and everyone...

I hope you know that...
You're my biggest 'what if'...