𝐃𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐘 𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐔𝐄𝐒 | 𝐉𝐉 𝐌𝐀𝐘𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐊

✰thirteen✰

 tw: anorexia

i woke up around...actually i have no idea what time it is but i'm assuming it's somewhere around 1 or 2 in the afternoon

"jj?" i groaned sitting up

"morning angel," he said from above me, he was scrolling on his phone.

"how'd you sleep?" he asked,

"good. i think." i said he chuckled, "what, ah, what happened last night?" i asked

"well, we got into a little uh dust up with rafe and some kooks. and one of them i think braydon was his name was really pissed at you for some reason. you threw punches he threw you on the ground and got your rib cage a few times." he told me 

"he was jut mad because i'm with 'pogues' now," i told him

"can i?" he asked gesturing to my side, i nodded and he lifter the fabric of my, or i think it was his tshirt. i winced as he touched the bruise

"sorry." he muttered "i think they're probably broken." he concluded

"well, yeah i knew that didn't need doctor jj to tell me."i said he scoffed

"oh yeah?" he asked and grabbed me, being careful of my bruises and started tickling me

"no! jj stop!!" i squealed

"say it!" he said "you need me!" he yelled while tickling me

"never!" i giggled he continued until my phone rang

"what do you want sarah?" i said composing myself,

"cassidy

"what? what happened to cassidy?" i asked now concerned

"i heard her talking on the phone with wheezie, she didn't seem like okay."

"sarah. what the hell are you talking about?" i asked

"maddy, it's today." she said sadly

"no, no no no no." i couldn't believe it i forgot. i'm an awful person i forgot and i left her alone it's all my fault.

"what?" jj asked

"i'll explain on the way, follow me." i said grabbing his hand,

"thank you sarah." i said

"i'm sorry and i hope she's okay." she told me i nodded hanging up and walking out

"angel tell me what's going on?" he asked once we got in my car

"to-today is the anniversary of my uhm... my mom" i said as i started the car,

"oh god, i'm so sorry." he said giving my hand a squeeze, and kissing my knuckle

"something i didn't tell you about cass, is uh, she's got anorexia. like pretty bad." i told him and he looked at me,

"does she like..."

"yeah, she-uh she used to." i said "but i've been working really hard, but i um i think she might be starving herself again." i said 

"and, it really dosen't help, having a dad who's constantly making you think lower of yourself. ya know ?" i said and he looked at me with pity in his eyes but i knew he understood

"um, she's been having a tough time and it's usually pretty bad around these days. like near the anniversary." i said 

"does anything ever happen?" he asked

"i- i think she need's me right now so that's where were going." i said ignoring him as we drove on

"is your dad here?" he asked i shook my head.

"he's preparing for the dumb kook party they have in honor of my mom tonight." i said he nodded

we walked upstairs and i walked into cass's room she was sitting on her bed and looked up as we walked in

"hey guys." she said closing her computer

"hey cass." i sat next to her as jj went downstairs "you okay?" she shook her head and i pulled her in for a hug.

"i miss her so much." she said into me

"i know babe, i miss her too." i sighed

a/n: this is unedited bc i'm gonna go to bed now but i'll prolly get the next one up by tomorrow. 

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