𝐃𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐘 𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐔𝐄𝐒 | 𝐉𝐉 𝐌𝐀𝐘𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐊

✰seven✰

we drove around, not to any specific place, with the windows down, getting soaked and listening to i'm not making out with you by surf curse on full volume

"so what now?" i yelled over the music

"i don't know!" he laughed

"are we together or something?" 

"maybe!" we laughed, we also may or may not have drank a teeny bit of beer,

"do you wanna be?" i laughed back

"fuck yeah!" he yelled and i laughed harder

"JJ will you be my boyfriend!?" i yelled and he nodded enthusiastically

"yeah! will you be mine?!" and we paused, and then burst out laughing.

"jj! fuck i'm gonna pee!" i screamed grabbing his arm as he rocked back and fourth in the front seat, choking on his laughter

"yes i'll be your girlfriend!" i laughed and he nodded as we eventually calmed down and pulled into my house.

"wanna come in?" i asked him and he nodded

"yeah, sure." i started to climb up the dogwood tree that my mom planted on my 9th birthday next to my bedroom window, thankfully it made a great escape to sneak out or sneak in, in tonights case, without my father knowing. not that he would care, he doesn't usually return to our house until the early hours of the day, but just taking precautions

"um what the fuck are you doing?" he whisper yelled 

"climbing to my room?" i said in a 'duh' tone

"looking like fucking tarzan.." he muttered following me as i laughed. we stumbled into my room

"jesus, this is literally the size of my house." we walked into the main area and i flipped on the lights, 

"mads?" i heard a small voice ask and me and jj whipped out heads to my bathroom, where cassidy sat with a bloody face and clutching her side

"oh my god, cass babe what happened?" i asked rushing over, she just gave me a look. and i nodded following her

"maddy-" 

"just wait okay? this'll only take a sec." i mumbled to jj as i waked into the bathroom

"i'm sorry i was late, i was with jj-"

"are you guys dating?" she asked me and i paused wiping the blood off of her cheek

"i don't even know." i sighed finishing cleaning her

"by the way, i haven't really told him about..you know so, maybe-"

"yeah i've got it." she sighed as we walked out to see him waiting on my bed

"wanna sleep here?" i asked her

"not if you're gonna fuck.." she said sleepily and jj covered up his laugh with a cough.

"shut up." i said and she got situated on my couch and eventually passed out.

"what happened?" he asked me as we sat on my bed, passing a vape back and fourth

"she fell." i said simply,

"yeah?" he asked 

"yes." i said firmly nodding

"look, i'm not gonna pry but i'm not stupid." he said taking a hit and passing it back. 

"okay, good to know." i said as i took a long hit i laid down and flicked off the lights, letting the dark absorb us, he laid next to me and we stared at the glow in the dark stars i placed on my celling when i was 7

"why can she call you mad's but i can't?" he asked into the night

"mom." i whispered, and took a pause "i mean, my mom called me that." i said and he looked at me as i felt my eyes fill with tears, i blinked them away and sighed clearing my throat 

"i bet you really miss her huh," he whispered

"mhhmm." i sighed

"what was she like?" he asked and i smiled sadly reminiscing,

"the best." i whispered "she was italian, beautiful, sadly me and my siblings got my dads genes, but she was so pretty. she taught us italian." 

"oh yeah? say something in italian." he said to me and i chuckled thinking,

"mi fai felice" i said to him,

"and what does that mean?" 

"i guess we'll never know." i whispered and he smirked,

"i'm really sorry about her, i know thats probably all you hear, but i am." he told me honestly, and i sighed.

"i don't hear it as much nowadays." i started and he looked at me, listening intently "right after she died, thats all everyone told me. i was kinda bombarded, considering how erm, wealthy my father was, everyone on the island knew within days and it was crazy overwhelming." he nodded in an understanding way

"i mean, i remember when it happened. i found out, everyone kinda did. but i guess i never thought of it that way." i nodded slowly

"yeah. i had to take care of her," i nodded towards cassidy "and deal with press and people freaking out, on top of grief and depression and all that shit." i whispered and he looked at me, i think it was obvious i hadn't shared any of this before, "i was only thirteen." i whispered with my voice cracking. he sighed laying his head on my chest wrapping his arms around my waist.

"what about your dad?" he asked his voice hushed, and looked up, at me as i tensed,

"he buried himself in work, left everything for me to deal with and sort of shut everyone out." i said and he sighed pulling me towards him and hugging me. i hugged him back, taken aback at first, and blushed as he kissed me on the cheek

"well, do i get a nickname for you?" he brought back the first topic of conversation, pulling away.

"sure, knock yourself out." i told him, he spent the next five minutes shooting questions in to the night,

"favorite animal?"

"sloth"

"so, no."

"favorite song?"

"blind, by role model."

"guess not"

"middle name?"

"angelo." i said

"isn't that a boys name?" he asked and i blushed,

"yeah my mom picked it, it means angel." i whispered

"wait!" i smacked him 

"shh!"

"sorry!" he whispered "how bout angel?!" he whisper yelled and i nodded giggling

"goodnight jj." i laughed

"goodnight angel"

a/n: ohmygod their so cute i cant-

i love this relationship smmmmm

if your reading this i love you🤍