Billie eilish imagines 🔥

Everything i wanted ✔️

I was about to step off

Looking down and seeing the big drop

The wind blowing in my face

The bright yet dark night sky

I look behind me seeing people crowded with blank faces just staring at me

One step is all it takes from here

One step

One damn step

Just step off

It's not the hard

I shut my eyes and lift my foot of the floor preparing to step forward

"Y/n!" I hear yelling and attempt to ignore it but the voice persists

"Y/n, baby"

I open my eyes and look around to see I'm in my bedroom

"Y/n? What's going on" I twist my head to see the black hair in a mess and the blue eyes stabbing into me

"I had a dream, I got everything I wanted" I almost whisper

"Not what you'd think. And if in being honest it might of been a nightmare, to anyone who might care" I sigh and sit up as she follows

"Thought I could fly,So I stepped off the Golden,Nobody cried" I feel tears build up in my eyes as I turn my head to look in her eyes

"Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there kinda thought they might care" I shrugged slightly and shook my head a little

"I had a dream, I got everything I wanted. But when I wake up I see...
You with me" I give her a little but fake smile

"As long As im here no one can hurt you, don't wanna lie here but you can learnt to" she tells me and places a hand on my shoulder rubbing circles with her thumb

"If I could change the way that you see yourself, you wouldn't wonder why you're here, they don't deserve you" she says with a shy smile trying to reassure me

-the next night

I did it

I jumped of the tall cliff

Right into the ocean As the same people with the same faces watch

I tried to scream but i couldn't get anything out

"Weak!" I hear yelling from above

It feels like they are right here

"Y/n" I hear the same yelling and I open my eyes and take a deep breathe

"What was it this time baby?" She asks me calmly

"I tried to scream, but my head was under water" I sigh and sit up and put my head in my hand

"They called me weak, like I'm not just somebody's daughter" while she rubs my back soothingly in order to calm me

"Could of been a nightmare?" She suggested

"But it felt like they where right there. And it feels like yesterday was a year ago, but I don't wanna let anybody know" I sniffle

"Cause everybody wants something from me now, and I don't want to let them down" I sigh as she pulls me into a hug and plays with my hair

-next night

That was it

I did it

I ended it all

I can finally be free

"Y/n"

I opened my eyes hoping I wouldn't be in my room but it was hopeless

"I had a dream, I got everything I wanted, but when I wake up I see you with me" I sigh slightly disappointed

"I've told you baby, as long as I'm here no one can hurt you. Don't wanna lie here but you can learn to, if I could change the way that you see yourself. You wouldn't wonder why your here. They don't deserve you" she tells me with a smile

"If I knew it all then would I do it again?Would I do it again?If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead? If I knew it all then would I do it again Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead?" I sobbed and repeated myself as she shushed me

I actually really love this one

It was shorter than I hoped but I tried my best

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