Dont hurt me ✔️

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Me and Billie are on the couch while we watch the office after she begged me for half an hour and I caved in for obvious reasons

She's too damn cute!

"Baby? Can you grab the snacks while I get the blanket?" She asks me and I happily accept

I walk to the kitchen and search through the cupboards for some snacks

"Y/n?" I hear billies voice walking down the stairs

"Yes Bub?" I say as she walks in the room with a box in her hands

"What's this?" She asks curiously

"It's nothing billie, can you put it back?" I say knowing what it was

"Really? I wanna know what it is now" she says with a smirk on her face

"Not now Billie" I say

"What do you mean, not now? Is there something you need to tell me y/n" she says getting annoyed

"Please bil Not right now, I'll tell you later"

"Y/n what's going on, have you been seeing other bitches and hiding it in here?"

"What no!" I yell

"Well what's in there then!" She says taking a few steps towards me

"Billie I don't want to be reminded right now!"

"Why? Why y/n, what is so bad that you can't tell me now" she says and towers over me

"Please billie, stop"

"I just want to know what's in there, if we are gonna live together I need to know" she yells at me

She brings her hand up into the air as I prepare for contact

"Please don't hurt me" I whimper and use my arms to sheiks my face

"I-" Billie stops and just pulls me in a hug

"I wasn't going to hit you , you know I would never do that. Oh my life, I promise I wasn't going to hit you, I was just running my hand through my hair. I feel like such an ass, I should have remembered your past and that would trigger it" she says worriedly as she holds me tight

"Really?" I look up at her with puffy eyes

"Yes! I could never imagine laying a hand on you , I wouldn't ever do that to you" she reassured me as she wipes the tears of my face as I see tears form in her eyes

"I'm so sorry" she sobs

"It's ok, you didn't mean it" I say and pull her back into a hug

"In the box was-" I start but she stops me

"You don't have to reply, I was overreacting" she says but I shake me head

"No, you should know" I say and push her off me to grab the box

"My moms stuff is in here, I was told to go through it when she passed. Take what I wanted to keep. I was always to scared" I explained and wiped the dust of the box

"I'm sorry baby, you don't have to" she says but I shake my head once more

"No I need to, I really should" I say ditermined

"If that's what you want I'll be right here" she replies and rubs my arm

We end up sat on the couch and she had her arm around me as I had the box on my lap

"It's been four years, I really can't even guess what's in here" I shrug and she nods

I open the lid and pick up the first thing

A little necklace, I had got her when I was 12

I explained to billie what it was and the explanation behind it

I did the same for all of it, a few tears joining too

The rings
The photo of her taking me to prom, even though she was in a wheelchair and died 1 month later
The photo of when I was born and in her eyes

And I got to the bottom and I saw a little envelope at the bottom

I picked it up and it had my name in fancy writing

I opens it up and read it out loud

Dear, y/n

Hey baby, I'm sorry I left so soon. I've been told I have about a week to live
I'm glad I got to take you to your prom and be there while you walk of
I won't make your graduation, but know I'm there while you take your certificate
I'm sat in the hospital writing this, I think your about to get here so I will finish this quickly
I love you, I want you to meet that perfect boy, or girl you always had a strange liking for girls but never came out.
Also, in the envelope there is a check for $500,000 it expires in 5 year because I know you wouldn't have the strength to open it until now. I saved a seperate money up for when I passed
Spend it carefully

Till next time sweetie

-mom

As I had tears streaming down my face, indeed in the envelope was a check and my hand went over my mouth in shock



I wrote this months ago but I had no idea where I was going with it so I just tried but it failed lol

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