Abigail POV
I sighed as I finished folding all of the laundry. I've just been feeling so empty lately.
Before I go any further I should probably explain what the heck is going on.
Here goes.
My name is Abigail and I am married to Cam Newton, quarterback for the Carolina Panthers.
I'm sure most of you folks are thinking that I am pretty lucky.
Honestly I am but right now I am having a problem.
A few months ago I was pregnant and suffered a miscarriage.
I can honestly say that it absolutely devastated me.
Cam was beyond upset by it too, which has lead,to another problem.
He and I have not really spoken to each other in at least a month.
It's really been a rough time and it scares me that it won't get any better.
Two evenings later, I was laying on the couch taking an afternoon nap when all of a sudden
I felt lips on mine.
I quickly opened my eyes and saw Cam smiling at me.
"Hey baby girl" he said, with that smile that I absolutely love.
"Hey" I said, still in shock.
I mean after all this is the first time we've actually spoken in a while.
"Listen, babe, how about we go out for dinner this evening?"He asked.
"Really?"
"Yeah,why not? We've not done that in a long time."
"Well, ok, sounds great." I said.
"Awesome. I'll go get a shower." Cam said giving me a wink.
I smiled. Maybe this is the start of things turning around for us.
An hour later, Cam and I were at dinner at one of our favorite restaurants.
"So, how have you been?" He asks me.
"Ah, getting by." I said, with a smile.
Wow, I'm talking to my HUSBAND as if he is an old friend I haven't seen in a while.
That kind of makes me sad.
Anyway, we talked about small things for a few minutes and THEN all of a sudden,
Cam threw something unexpected at me.
Out of the blue, he asked me this exact question.
"Abi, can we try for another baby?"
What????????
Did I hear him right? My hubby wants to try for another child? After me having a miscarriage only a few months ago?
I honestly felt my broken heart stop for a brief moment.
"Ummm excuse me?" I asked.
"I wanna try for another baby."He said. "So what do ya say?"
"Cam, I really don't feel ready for that." I admitted.
"Awww come on,baby girl." He said,giving me a pouty face.
Folks, that face used to get me every time but I, really unsure about this.
"I'm still so upset over the miscarriage." I pointed out.
