Stuck (Namgi)

Chapter 5

"You rap?" The blond perked up at the topic of rapping.

"Yeah, I'm actually a producer," Yoongi said with a small smile on his face, real proud of saying that.

"That's... Real cool," Namjoon said, stunned. "So not only are you a rich kid, but you have a job that pays you really well. God, I'm so jealous."

"Just to clarify, I didn't use my parents' money to get me where I am right now, probably the penthouse, but not anything else."

"Why do you still use a bike when you have such luxury? You can buy a car," Namjoon suggested.

"I think I'd learn to appreciate my surroundings more using a bike, plus the fresh air gives me more time to think about lyrics."

"I'm gonna start now," Yoongi said. " Even my family couldn't foresee my success
What's the point of talking about it when I wasn't sure myself
Even my family approved me as a tough cookie
I'm the public enemy, the hyungs who benefited by slandering us
Every one of them had the taste of money
They say two things with one mouth and head to big company
what you know about me? you can't control my shit
If you're going to leave, take back whatever you've said before
If you ask me how I've succeeded, I don't really have an answer
But at least, I slept less and stayed active compared to you all to grow up

I'm still not sure about the secret to success but I think I know the secret to failure
The secret is to play the fool just like you and keep blabbing your mouth but I wouldn't live like that even if I had to die

gi give it to me
Money, honor, whatever it may be bring it to me
fame flash light
gi give it to me (gi give it to me)
I don't mind whatever it may be so bring it to me ."

"Wow.... That was real... Impressive," Namjoon said in awe. Namjoon was really impressed because it wasn't just the beat, but the lyrics were so heartfelt. "I wish I could make music, too."

"Hmm... Show me what you got," Yoongi said, interested with what talent the brunet might withhold.

"Alright, it's a song I just recently made, so it's a bit rough. Constructive criticism is very welcome," Namjoon said as he cleared his throat and began rapping, " I believe in me, I believe in myself
even as time passes I'll be livin' in myself
believe my faith believe my rap
I believe my damn voice will one day be spread
even if I've had times where I've questioned my dream or my existence itself
I haven't ever questioned my voice, so real
in my world, I am a god that not a deal
if you're concerned with rankings, I'm 1
how you feel babe, do you believe that you're your own master?
are you matching well on the see-saw between reason and sense?
you want to become everything, a leader for yourself
but you have to believe in yourself, your own leader
bad thoughts and pessimistic realizations
that'll seem like it's right but you're really erasing your flavor
we can only be truly used to it when we're looking outward. "

After rapping, the blond looked at the brunet and waited for the criticism. Then, The brunet held a small smile on his face. "You're actually pretty good."