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Lawrence pov

It's been a few months with Niall and he's now 3 months old, he's so cute! He has one brown eye and one green which is so cool, his hair is brown and he's a little guy but I think he'll grow tall because I'm tall.

"Babe" I hear, I grab Niall out of his cot and walk to camila

"Yeh?" I ask, I see a lady here

"Who's she?" I ask, camila walks over and takes Niall making me frown

"She's a therapist...go talk to her in the living room" she said, I frown and reach for Niall but she shook her head and motions for me to go talk to the lady, I really didn't want to I'm fine I mean yeah I see my dead dad and talk to him, but only when I need him.

I sit down and the lady sits in front of me

"I'm Beth" she said, I nod

"So, why am I here Lawrence?" She asked, i sigh

"Because I see and speak to my dead dad, but only when I need him!" I say, she nods writing things down.

"When would he show?" She asked

"When I need him" I say, she shook her head

"Give an example" she said

"Uh...well when Niall was crying yesterday he shown and told me how to calm him down" I say, she nods writing it down.

"When did this start?" She asked

"3 months ago" I say, I try to look at her notes but couldn't

"I'm not crazy" I say, she smiles nodding

"I'm not saying you are and I believe you" she said, I smile lightly

"Why did he show?" She asked

"Because I wanted to hear him say I would be a good dad" I say, she nods

"This has happened before, you're not the only one" she said, I nod

"It is happening to you now because you've become a dad, you also miss your dad and want him here to see how you're doing and tell you these things" she said, I nod already knowing all that but didn't say anything.

"So why can't my mom see him? Or my sister or bother or camila?" I ask, she smiles lightly

"Because it's all imaginary, he's not a ghost he's just your imagination" she said, I frown

"Oh" I mumble sadly, I really thought I was seeing my dad again

"There is medicine to stop-"

"No" I cut her off

"I don't want it" I say, she nods

"But if it's just my imagination, how am I learning things? Like how did I learn that my hands were too close when I was doing a press up? He told me that" I say, she nods.

"Because you subconsciously already knew" she said, I frown and nod

"Ok" I mumble, she smiles lightly

"Uh, thanks I think we're done" I say, she nods placing her card on the table

"That's my card, call me if you need" she said, I nod leaving it there and walk her to the door

"Well, how did it go?" Camila asked

"I don't wanna talk about it" I mumble, she frowns

"Why?" She asked, i sigh

"I just don't, pass me Niall" I say, she did and I walk into the living room with him, I watch tv as he leans into me and I place my hands around his stomach.