Prior Against Justice

PROLOGUE

"Bakit ganon? Kaya kong ipagtanggol ang naapi, pero sarili ko hindi ko magawang ipagtanggol? Ganon ba ako kahina?" sambit ko.

Isa nga ako sa mga abogado na nagtratrabaho para makuha ang hustisya. Pero pag sa sarili ko bakit hindi ko magawa.

Minahal ko siya, pero ako lang pala ang nagmamahal. It was so damn one-sided love. Ni-hindi ko iyon napansin. Ganon ba ako kahirap mahalin?

Oo, inaamin ko na minsan sumu-sobra na ako sa trabaho. Tipong walang pahinga basta lahat sa kliyente ko. Ni-hindi ko na din napapansin ang oras sa kaka-asikaso sakanila.

"Atasha, know your worth. Lalaki lang yan. Marami pa diyang iba." sambit ni Blaire.

"Marami? Wow ha. Mahirap magmahal ok? Mahirap magsimula sa lahat" sabi ko.

Totoo naman. Magsisimula ka na naman sa sa pagpapakilala. Tipong parang cycle lang. Nakaka-umay na ang eksena.

"Blaire, How to move on in a man who doesn't know love is?" tanong ko

I've managed to do good on different cases. But right now, in myself problem I dont know how. Mahirap palang pumasok sa relasyon na walang kasiguraduhan.

I ain't proud on loving someone who cannot reciprocate my feelings. That's so damn absurd. In my whole life this is the biggest mistake I've done so far.

Tinanong ko din ang sarili ko. Meron bang mali sakin? Ayos naman ang itsura ko. Ang ugali ko. Ang personality ko. Pero bakit di nya ako magawang mahalin?

I gave all in. I gave already my best but somehow bests are not good enough. And I hate that I'm a living proof on it.

I'm serving justice on those who need it, even though it burries my priorities. And right now I've realised that I'm not enough to fit in his life.

I have questions that strengthens my insecurities. And downed my self-esteem.

"Bakit hindi ako?"

"Am I not enough?"

"Did I do wrong?"

"Why did you send false hope?"

"Bakit hindi mo ako nagawang mahalin?"

I'm not a revengeful person. I'm not going to revenge on him but to proof to him that my life is better when he's out of it.

I've just realize that no woman should stay put on a man. Learn to be independent and stand alone. It's the best way to proof everyone that you don't need someone to succeed.

In order to succeed you must faced your downfall so you arise from within. Don't push yourself on things you don't do grateful on it. Choose what makes you happy.

"Learn to let go Atasha" Blaire said.

Now I'm letting you go as you always wish. This Atasha Justine dela Cruz will arise on her greatest downfall.

And won't ending up with you.

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This is work of fiction. Any names, addresses, nor segment are all not included in any actual events. It came from the unusual mind of the author.

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