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Chapter 31

"So you didn't sleep with Jaewon?" Jimin asked her.

Lisa looked at him in surprise, where had he got that from. "No? What? Why would I?"

"But Jungkook ..." he cut himself off before continuing and Jisoo decided to ask something else.

"So you won't ask him to be just friends? You really want to try something with him?"

"Yes! Damn, yes! " Lisa sighed, it was even liberating to say it. "I should have thought about how it was going to look when I fucked up. I'm really sorry. But I don't want to be another Tzuyu. I really want to be with him"

Jimin and Jisoo looked at her genuinely surprised.

"Have he told you about Tzuyu?" Jisoo asked as if Jungkook had revealed a national secret.

"Yeah?"

They both shared a look as Lisa focused on the road, silence reigned for a few seconds as they silently communicated until a decision was made.

"Why did you insist on being his friend for so long, Lisa?" Jisoo asked then.

Lisa sighed: "Chaeyoung likes him and I... I lent him to her like he was some kind of object, I really ...," she swallowed, feeling really bad. "I didn't consider his feelings, I never thought he loved me till now and I never thought I loved him this much till now... I really love him, I love him so fucking bad that I don't know what I will do if he dumps me and it's ridiculous because we never were nothing but that was my fucking fault too," she admitted bravely with bitter humor, she wanted them to trust her again and saying the truth was the first step.

She was leaving herself vulnerable in front of them, they could fuck her up with this if they wanted.

Jisoo sighed but leaned forward and gave her a narrowed look. "If you love him, prove it"

"I will," Lisa assured although she didn't know how... yet.

"I swear to God Lalisa, you better prove it and love him hard," her words were harsh, threatening. "I had him crying, soaked and hurt, in my arms yesterday because of your fault. Maybe I don't show it that much but he is one of my boys and if you're lying and you hurt him again, I will really hunt you "

Lisa's skin bristled with sheer terror plus the image of Jungkook, soaked and crying, invaded her mind and made her feel like shit, turning her pale. She had also cried at the bus station, wet and freezing, but she had asked for it, she had hurt him, she deserved it, not him.

Jimin noticed her state as he was by her side and his gaze softened. "You're not a bad person, Lisa, I know," he assured her warmly as he had always spoken to her. "You fucked up and bad and we all are angry because of it but ... I trust you can do better," he comforted her and brought tears of relief to her eyes. So he forgave her? He was giving her a chance?

"But you have to prove it," Jisoo barked from the back seat, giving her approval between lines.

Lisa's spirits lit up and she smiled. "I will, really, I will"

But how?

She then looked at the flower tattooed on Jimin's arm which reminded her of the rose tattooed on Chaeyoung's arm and therefore that first time she and Jungkook talked, when they officially introduced themselves at his parlor.

With a snap of the fingers, the idea appeared in Lisa's head making her smile so much that her cheeks ached.

Oh

MY

GOD

YES!

THAT'S IT!

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THAT WAS DAMN CRAZY RIGHT?
I CANT BELIEVE GOSH
NOT EVEN I CAN BELIEVE

in my defense when i planned this chapter, it wasn't going to be as heated as it was but i spent my sunday insolated reading a saga with many smut scenes and well...

btw i recommend bound by honor by cora reilly. it's a mafia book and it left me thinking how something clearly sexist didn't feel that sexist??
sorry for the not related comment

told you all this rollercoaster was going to be crazy, i bet you didn't expect that right?

if you like it, comment and vote💕 what do you think is Lisa's idea to prove her love?

i just don't know what else to say, I'm so excited for this one and more now when publishing it. hope you all enjoyed it after the angst.

I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY YOU ALL DON'T UNDERSTAND. I could cry rn bc i was feeling really bad but writing this really lit up my mood and i hope that if you were feeling sad it helped you too

but don't forget that sober jk is still mad