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Chapter 30

"Not delivered"

"Not delivered"

"Not delivered"

She had a good connection, why the hell weren't they delivering?

Shit.

It couldn't be, he couldn't have blocked her.

Why would he do it?

Yes, she had been ghosting him for days but he wouldn't block her for something like that, right?

Her date with Jaewon hit her then, it had been a bad move but Jungkook couldn't know the reality of the matter, he couldn't have seen that and if he did, Jaewon had made things clear. They were friends, just friends.

"This number is not available at the moment, leave a message"

This couldn't be happening, he wouldn't do it, why would he?

Lisa was panicking so bad that she had started walking around in the elevator like a maniac.

"This number is not available at the moment, leave a message"

"This number is not available at the moment, leave a message"

"This number is not available at the moment, leave a message"

"This number is not available-"

"aT tHe MoMeNt LeAvE a MeSsAgE. I KNOW, FUCK, I KNOW!" she yelled at her phone, she was angry and frustrated.

Lisa had to speak to Jungkook, damn it. She had no idea what the hell she was going to say but she needed to talk to him, she knew she would know what to do if she saw him again, shit, if she kissed him again.

She had to explain this to him, had to explain why she had ignored him for days. Jungkook would understand about Chaeyoung, right? Would he understand? He was compassionate and empathetic, he would understand.

Jaewon told her that he was an adult and forced her to see him for what he was, he showed her the reality of her horrible and controlling actions. Lisa had complicated everything but she could still fix it, she had faith in herself, there was nothing she couldn't accomplish.

Especially now that things were served on a silver stray.

Jungkook chose her and Lisa just had to damnly accept it and fix this.

She wanted him, damn it, she wanted him so bad it hurt, she wanted him so bad that she had run away crying like an idiot in the middle of a class in front of a damn professor like she was in some stupid highschool kdrama. Why was she still refusing to accept it? Her best friend was important but she could understand, it would take time, but Lisa would work hard to get her forgiveness.

Lisa could have them both if she tried hard enough.

But first, she had to talk to Jungkook about the NYC scholarship and what had happened. Maybe they couldn't be together until she sorted things out with Chaeyoung, but Lisa needed him to know that she wanted him. She had kept him on hold while thinking as if he were a dog and she felt so shit about herself.

BUT HOW WOULD SHE TALK TO HIM IF SHE WAS BLOCKED?

WHY THE HELL DID HE BLOCK HER ANYWAY?

Did he finally get tired of her? He got tired of her lack of response and her stupid push and pull?

Lisa walked off the elevator with her heart in her mouth, agitated, she refused to accept that she had crossed the line. It couldn't be too late, not just now when she finally made up her mind for him.