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Chapter 30

Well, she was screwed.

With a pot of ice cream in that Saturday morning, sitting alone on Bambam's couch, she looked at herself in the reflection of the television screen and sighed.

Did it hurt? It hurt.

It was weird for her to feel this bad, she didn't want to do anything, she didn't want to move, nothing could make her smile, she could only define this as tiredness, however she knew it was sadness.

She hated sadness.

Not even after talking with Bambam the night before helped her to feel better, not even his funny scolding and tons of Dumbfucks helped.

And she knew that this time it was serious because otherwise she would have gone running or to the gym, she would have gone to work to not think about it and get over it, but she didn't want to, she couldn't.

And it had only been a damn day, how the hell had Jungkook survived months and months of pain? How had he managed to live his day to day with a broken heart and Tzuyu coming to him over and over again?

Maybe that's why he didn't want her close, because he could still walk away from her without being a toy again and Lisa hated to know that he was surely thinking that about her. It was just a mistake, a damn and serious mistake.

But it was the wrong mistake, she touched the most painful wound on him and shit, she deserved that he hated her but it was hurting so much.

She wanted to apologize, she wanted to get his forgiveness and get him.

She didn't want more days without Jungkook but Jungkook apparently wanted the rest of his life without her.

How could she communicate? Send him a letter? Harass his friends? Camping on his doorstep until he called the police to prove her love?

Nah...

...Well

It wasn't a bad plan, Jungkook would go save her and they would have time to talk...

No, that would be dirty, she would continue to take advantage of his kindness. Everything was in her damn hands and shit, since when was it so difficult for Lalisa Manoban to get something? Since when did she give up?

No, she wasn't going to give up.

"Leo," she spoke to her cat, who lifted his head as he recognized his owner's sweet tone. "Today, we're stalking someone..."

And Google had the answer.

She took her laptop, which was next to her, and opened it. Fingers typing instantly.

"What to do when you have been blocked"

Oh Google had all the answers.

What To Do When Your Ex Has Blocked You On Their Phone...

Damn, ouch??

That was so rude, it was not enough to make it clear what it was painfully clear already, this had to mark the word EX too.

HE HAD NOT EVEN BECAME HER EX.

Well that was her fault, she could accept it now.

After reading, she found nothing, just tips to get his attention which was damn ridiculous because Jungkook WASN'T GOING TO SEE IT. SHE WAS BLOCKED.

Lisa went through about twenty sites and none gave her a solution, this was being stupid. Maybe she should really go camp on his doorstep and wait for him, the problem was that little detail of not knowing where the hell he lived.