"Never leave your friends for your partner, your partner will leave but your friends will always stay"
Lisa could now understand that sometimes that phrase lost meaning in situations like hers.
Especially now, because seeing Jungkook talk to other people and give them smiles was painful but she couldn't care less about what Chaeyoung was doing.
She wanted that, she wanted a talk, a smile, she wanted to see his sweet gaze and hear his soft tone, she wanted to hear his little chuckles. She missed him.
She couldn't fake her typical joy, she couldn't force some emotion, she felt sunken. It was like being a hungry child and standing in front of a candy store.
How could he be so well? How could he end everything with her so easily?
He was still mad at her at least and that was something. After growing up with parents like her own, Lisa had learned that anger was a thousand times better than indifference, because that meant they still cared about you and you could fix it.
The indifference was just the cold acceptance that things were never going to be the same.
Lisa was holding on to just that, only then could she keep chasing him.
He approached her table after like an hour and her world lit up like an amusement park, was he going to let her talk? Were they going to fix it?
But Jungkook pretended that she didn't exist and only went to take some brushes that were on the table. Lisa had to do something before he left, stop him, get his attention.
"Jungkook?" She called out without thinking and terrified of being ignored again.
"What?" HE ANSWERED HER!
Lisa felt the taste of triumph and looked to what to say, it must be something light, something not very important but that could lighten the atmosphere and so they could both start a conversation. "Uh ... I ... I ... I passed Introduction to Visual Culture! Finally! "
And she didn't get the reaction she expected, Jungkook just muttered, "Congrats," and fled from there. Like nothing. Again.
Lisa pursed her lips.
Well.
It was something.
A little.
And she wasn't going to cry, no, not there, not in front of everyone.
She took a deep breath and focused her eyes on her laptop screen, where the last photos she had taken were displayed. They were all of Jungkook.
***
Jisoo Unnie
unnie
are you free?
i need to talk to you
if it's about jungkook
the answer is no
oh
okay
Jimin Oppa
oppaaaa
seen at 17:03
Jennie Unnie
unnie?
what
eye-
nothing
you know what lalisa?
i thought you were going to be better
i was wrong
im sorry
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FanfictionMAIN CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY ARE ADULTS. "Why can't I act normal when I'm with you?" IN WHICH he is too shy to confess and she is too silly to notice his real feelings, that just leads to many misunderstandings and living the biggest frustration...
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