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Chapter 30

Damn and beautiful siren. Despite the pain she had caused to him and the hellish night he had spent thinking about her, Jungkook still wanted her. It was enough just to see her and see her hopeful eyes for his heart to beat desperately for her.

This was the same old shit, no matter how many times they hurt him, he was still going to love them. And now it was stronger because it was the first time and a part of him refused to believe that she had done what she obviously did.

But Lisa was still wearing the clothes from the day before, neither she nor Jaewon had come to work in the morning, and Jungkook only had to put two plus two.

The idea of ​​the two of them spending the night together, she still wearing his clothes, made him nauseous but he couldn't throw up because his throat was closed, just as she wanted his heart to be.

He had to stay away from her so as not to fall back like the idiot in love that he was, he wasn't going to allow another girl to use him like a dirty rag

And even if she wouldn't do it again, Jungkook didn't want to be close to her, be couldn't pretend to be her friend anymore as she would like.

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Lisa waited for him at the exit of the exam, still having a bottle of banana milk with her, wishing him all the luck in the world although she trusted that he would do well.

The contrast of this time with the previous one was very obvious. When leaving Jungkook didn't smile at her and asked her how it had been for her with that honest curiosity and interest of his, he noticed that she was there and went to the exit. Not a single word to her, as if he didn't know her, as if she didn't exist.

She wanted to follow him but she was paralyzed. For the first time in her life, Lisa was afraid of being rejected. She knew that if he did it, it would destroy her.

She was impulsive and brave, those qualities were always her best friends and very helpful to get where she was right now, but now, when her heart was in the fame, they abandoned her. Maybe they were trying to protect her.

However, when she went to the mural's work area and saw him work, she found new strength. Ignoring the fact that her best friend might be around, she approached him.

Jungkook was standing, this time at ground level, delicately painting small white details of light with a brush. Lisa was only two steps away and stopped, the lively sound around them from students making plans for the summer festival of Sunday and the happiness of passing finals stopped as she was only able to focus on him and her heart raced in response.

Fear? Emotion? What was it?

Then Jungkook turned around and startled her, he was also surprised to find her so close and barely avoided smearing her with paint.

They looked at each other in silence, it was tense and thick, getting out of oxygen. They were again in the space but not in a bubble, just floating on it without the equipment. It wasn't romantic, just cold.

"Jungkook-"

"I'm busy," he said coldly and walked past her.

Lisa looked down at her hands, the bottle felt even more ridiculous, just as she was feeling herself. A tear fell onto her hand and she quickly brushed the back gently under her lashes, avoiding more tears and ruining her makeup.

She decided to give him space as he wanted and sat in her usual place.

Chaeyoung passed in front of her millions of times but never spoke to her or gave her a glance, she was ignoring her. Lisa felt miserable but no less outraged by her behavior, that day her love for Jungkook was stronger than her love for her friend and the realization confused her, making her think if wasn't this what everyone said was wrong.