The Story of Me

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12/7/14
Holy fuck guys... Dustin is more freaking amazing than I thought he could ever be. He's sweeter than sugar, like oh my god.... He's soo freaking Kawaii guys... He is always calling me pretty, I mean every chance he gets he calls me pretty (LIKE OH MY GAWD)

12/11/14
Oh so Christmas is coming and I got Dustin what he want for Christmas... But he actually thinks that he can return the favor... I hate when people spend money on me, I don't why I just don't.
Dustin - Lol how about you what would leslie like for christmas
Me - To be honest I want some Nirvana sweatpants I saw at Hot Topic a few weeks ago
Dustin - How much do they cost? And what is hot topic
Me - They cost $15 and Hot Topic is a punk rock apparel store
Dustin - If I can come up with the money I will I just spent all my money on a knife on friday
Me - Oh you got one of the knife you were talking about the other day... And come up with the money for what
Dustin - The sweatpants lol
Me - Don't do that for me please
Dustin - Lol why not if I have the money your my girlfriend that would be assholish of me
Me - But you'll be spending money on me
Dustin - You spent money on me today its only fair, plus Nirvana is my all time favorite band
Me - Fine okay
If he actually gets them for me I'll be very happy and very upset, I really don't want him spending money on me... Ugh why must he be so sweet that it takes everything in my power to say no to him.
12/12/14
So you guys all know know Zach right, when the only reason I even liked him is because Dustin had a girlfriend when I liked him... Well what I'm technically saying I liked Dustin longer than i liked Zach... I kinda used Zach as a cover up for my crush Dustin... I didn't want anyone to know that I like Dustin. I mean there is obviously nothing wrong with liking Dustin it's just I wanted to keep it a secret. Plus Dustin is my best friend even before we started dating and if I told one any of my friends, he would have eventually found out himself, and at the time I didn't know that he like me to. I didn't want him to act differently around me at the time...
Yeah I bet that is pretty confusing but I hope you got the gist of it.
12/13/14
Dustin and I kissed for the first time yesterday and he totally caught me off guard, but I still enjoyed it. Ugh I really want to kiss him again. I also want cuddle with him and play video games together. But hey whatever.