The Story of Me

Hot Topic is my second home.

So I'm single
Yup that's right another break up...

I'm hurting
I thought he was the "one" I guess I'll put that way... But he only saw me as his bestfriend...

But if I could go back in time I would stop myself from falling for him,
Stop myself from dating him, just to save our friendship and save my heart...

But I have to live and learn from my mistakes...

I mean it sucks because he help me feel happy again... Now that he left that part of my life... I'm no longer happy... But hey fake it till you make it right?

Its just upsetting seeing him and thinking... He's no longer mine
I'm not his girl...
Were just friends
Or according to him "best friends"
I'm not ready to call him just my best friend.

So I think I'm still going to the valentines dance with him but I'm afraid that he's just gonna talk to kassy and friends
And I'm gonna being left out...
If I get left out I'm just gonna leave the best... Even if he promised that he would make sure Im happy and I have a good time. I can't deal if get left out by him... Or kassy
I care so much about kassy even when he broke her heart I still flipped out on him... I did my best to support her while I could... And all I want is her support
I just don't understand how last week she told how she didn't like joey... Now they all buddy buddy now after me and him break up... I can't help but think that shes happy the him and I broke up... Kinda like "haha now you know how I felt"