12. Forgivable

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*17th
"Kai wake up there's something for you!" I opened my eyes and sat up. My mum was at the entrance of my door holding these beautiful pink roses. Wtf. I got out of bed and slipped my slippers on and walked towards her. "What's all this?" I frowned. She handed me a little note that was attached to the flowers.

It read:
Kai I know you are probably rolling your eyes to this but just know I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I hurt and upset you. I should of been that respectful "roadman" that you trust but instead I abused that trust. Jay.

Bless him he sent me my favourite flowers. When did I even tell him? I'm gonna go see him to apologise for my behaviour as well. "Nice gesture." Mum smiled and hugged me. "Yeah I'm gonna go round there in a minute." She nodded and walked out my room. I placed the flowers on my window seal.

I quickly went in the shower and did all my hygiene. I slipped my "he drowned in the pussy" crop top on with black jeans then tied my hair up in a bun. I picked up my phone and ran downstairs. I slid on my sliders and took a photo in the long mirror near the door. I posted it on Instagram then locked my phone. I had a whole squad of butterflies in my stomach doing flips. Why am I so nervous? I left the house and walked over to jays.

His front door was left open.
I walked in and slid off my sliders. His house seemed quiet. I ran upstairs to his room which his door was shut. What's this boy doing. I opened the door to see my worst nightmare.

Aaliyah giving jay head. Is this real?
I just felt my heart drop. Jay lifted his head up and saw me staring. "Well I came here to apologise and thank you for the flowers but your obviously busy." I turned away. I felt sick. I ran to the toilet and was sick all over the toilet. Trashy? Who cares? Not me. I ran out the house and ran back to mine. I heard jay shout after me but i ignored him. "FUCCKKKKK OFFFFFFF." I shouted with all my might.

I ran passed my mum and went straight to my room. That's when the water works came. I trusted Aaliyah but she did this to me. Don't trust anyone. My phone was ringing but I ignored it. Fuck everyone. Fuck Aaliyah.

*15:34
I had a long nap and I felt abit better but still angry. Leah ran in and came and laid next to me. "You alright bubba?" I wrapped my right arm around her. "Yes I'm bored." She sighed. She knowssss. "Let's go shopping." She lit up. "Yes please." We both got out off bed, Leah ran off to get ready and I went to my mirror to apply some make up.

*
Yawn yawn yawn
10 shops and 21 bags later. We was in Kingston shopping centre. I saw bare faces but I never stopped to say hello. My phone started to ring and flash. "Hello." I answered. "Kai I can see you." I turned around and saw him standing there with loads of bags just staring at me smirking. I giggled and grabbed Leah's hand and walked towards him. "You look nice who you trying to impress?" He said looking me up and down and biting his lip. "Myself." I smirked. He nodded and grabbed my hand. He led us to a seat that faced Topshop.

I gave Leah some sweets and my phone to occupy her for a while. "I heard what went down with jay and Aaliyah." I screwed at the sound of their names. "I cba with them now. Aaliyah was obviously a fake friend from jump and jay he is a idiot." He nodded. "You don't need them fools in your life forget them." I spudded him. No fakes allowed. "You need someone who is actually going to take care of you, love you, be there for you and perhaps someone older who can treat you right." He said deeply. "Yeah I hate fuckboys there really starting to piss me off, I need someone who I can grow with." He nodded and lifted his hands up as if to say preach. I giggled. "Let's go."

*
If your chick come close to me
She ain't going home when she post to be
I'm getting money like I'm post to be
I'm getting money like I'm post to be
Ooh all my niggas close to me
And all them other niggas where the post to be
Ooh the hoes go for me
Have your chick send a pic like pose for me
That's how it post to be
That's how it post to be
That's how it post to be
Everything good like it post to be

Pull up to the club and it go up
Make your girl fall in love when I show up
It's not my fault she want to know me
She told me you was just a hommie
She came down like she knew me
Gave it up like a groupie
And that's facts, no
Cold cold turn the summer to the winter
She save me in her phone as bestie
But I had her screaming oooh
Yo girl wasn't supposed to text me
You want to know how I know what I know

If your chick come close to me
She ain't going home when she post to be
I'm getting money like I'm post to be
I'm getting money like I'm post to be
Ooh all my niggas close to me
And all them other niggas where the post to be
Ooh the hoes go for me
Have your chick send a pic like pose for me
That's how it post to be
That's how it post to be
That's how it post to be
Everything good like it post to be

Got your girl in my section finna blow up
Smoking loud, I'm about to roll up
She ain't never got high like this with a guy like this
When she pop tell her hold up
Better believe she gone leave with a real nigga
I dick her down can't put it down like I do
I get to bussin' no discussin', gotta deal with it
Team us we ain't worried about you
Murder she wrote
When I hit it I'mma kill it I'mma get it like
Murder she wrote
You want to know how I know what I know

If your dude come close to me
He gon' want to ride off in a ghost with me (I'll make him do it)
I might let your boy chauffeur me
But he got to eat the booty like groceries
Gotta get rid of these hoes from me
I might have that nigga sailing his soul for me
Oooh, that's how it post to be
If he wants me to expose the freak
Oooh, that's how it post to be
Oooh, that's how it post to be
Oooh, that's how it post to be
Everything good like it post to be
Oooh, that's how it post to be

If your chick come close to me
She ain't going home when she post to be
I'm getting money like I'm post to be
I'm getting money like I'm post to be
Ooh all my niggas close to me
And all them other niggas where the post to be
Ooh the hoes go for me
Have your chick send a pic like pose for me
That's how it post to be
That's how it post to be
That's how it post to be
Everything good like it post to be

She 'bout to ride with me
And I don't even know her name
But I know that she your girl
She shows up and your mad and all
Bruh don't be mad about it, these chicks be for

I sang the whole song of post to be by Omarion. It's my songggg. I was dancing all in my seat damnnn. I always get a happy feeling when Listen to this song. Javan was catching sly stares of me dancing bet he loved it. I was literally twerking in my seat. "Damn ma you twerking in my seat still." He licked his lips whilst parking his car outside his house. I got out and noticed Leah was sleeping. Javan opened the door and carried her to my front door. I opened the door and he followed me upstairs. "Ass so fat need a lap dance." He commented. "Not from me." I replied. He brought leah to her room and put her to bed.

"Thanks Javan."

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