Unmasked Deceit (Completed) [R-18]

29 : ANLDRBA (SPG)

Ayoko ng long distance relationship, basta ayoko - Miggy

SPG

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contain scenes not suitable for young readers, read at your own discretion.

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Kaetlyn Julianne

" I am not dumb Jules. You're leaving me that's why you wanted me to breathe back to her. And I call bullshit on that" Galig niyang wika sa akin. Napapikit ako ng maramdaman ko ang kaniyang mga luha sa aking leeg.

" Miggy"

" Tangina, kahit nasasaktan na ako, mahal na mahal parin kita" He whispered.

Shit!

" You are drunk, Miggy." Sinubukan kong kumalas sa kaniyang yakap ngunit masyadong mahigpit ang pagkakayakap niya sa akin.

" Utang na loob Julianne, kahit ngayon lang. Sana naman iparamdam mo din sa akin na gusto mo din akong makasama." He whispered. Ramdam ko ang sakit sa kaniyang boses. It was way too much for me to even hear it from him.

" Nayayakap kita ng ganito kalapit pero bakit ang layo mo parin, Jules. If this is the way you love then I shall say that it's not enough. Kulang Jules. I give you my all but you give me half of yours." I closed my eyes as I hear all of what he says.

" Buong buhay ko Miggy, I sticked to the thinnest line that could hold us both together. I settled to just being your bestfriend. I never even imagined that this day could come but despite everything, nakuntento ako sa kung anong kaya mong ibigay. You offered me friendship, I took it without holding any hard feelings towards you. And telling me now that I only give half of me to you, you should know by now that I already gave you everything that I could even give of myself. You took it all, Miggy. At sa simpleng pag-alis ko ay sobra sobra mo itong dinaramdam? Why are we even discussing who loves more and who loves less, Miggy. So what if you love me more and I love you less? Will that change the fact that I am still irrevocably in love with you too. Konting konting nalang Miggy, papayag na ako sa gusto mo" I said as my eyes bore into his.

I wiped his tears as I saw him shed more.

" Long distance relationship. Hindi ko ata kaya iyun Jules." If came out almost a whisper from him.

" You really are thinking of that now, Miggy? Long distance relationship? Kinaya ko nga ng ilang taon diba. Kinaya ko ngang maging chaperone mo lang. If you don't want a long distance relationship then we settle then for no relationship at all" I said. Narinig ko siyang napamura sa sinabi ko.

" Are you threatening me now, Jules. Sige lang, baka buntisin kita ng wala sa oras. I don't mind doing what my dad did with mom back then. I'm okay with it." He smirked.

I'm on pills

" That's what a drunk Miggy will tell me." I countered.

" I told you, I'm not drunk. Bakit ba pinagpipilitan mong lasing ako. Oo inaamin ko, lasing na lasing na ako sa pagmamahal ko sa 'yo, dun lang ako lasing at hindi sa alak. Ikaw 'tong lasing Jules. Parang gustong gusto mo atang nakikita akong umiiyak." Sumbat niya sa akin.

" You are not getting it Miggy." I stated. He doesn't get my point here.

" Tingin ka nga kase sa akin, Jules" He placed his palms on my cheeks.

" Pagod ka na Miggy. Mabuti pa matulog ka na. Ihahanda ko iyung guest room para dun ka na magpahinga" Napasimangot tuloy siya sa sinabi ko.

" Diba tayo na? Ba't dun mo patutulugin si Miggy? Diba dapat tabi na tayo. Girlfriend na kita diba kaya dapat tabi na tayo" Shit!