Unmasked Deceit (Completed) [R-18]

27 : SMDNANPK

Sana maintindihan din niya ang nasa puso ko -Aya

-----

Kaetlyn Julianne

The time, the venue. We met.

Naabutan ko si Aya na naghihintay sa venue na napag-usapan namin. I am almost five minutes late because I still had a quiz with my last subject. Nakita ko siyang nakaupo na naghihintay sa akin. I approached her and sat beside her.

Nang makita niya ako ay tipid siyang napangiti.

" Mabuti at dumating ka" Wika niya sa akin

" Kanina ka pa ba rito?" Tanong ko sa kaniya.

Umiling siya.

" Kadarating ko lang din" Sagot niya.

We both stayed silent for a minute or two before she finally spoke.

" Masakit. Iyun ang pakiramdam ko ng malaman ko na may relasyon kayong dalawa ni Miggy. Shempre sobra din akong nasaktan. Ang masmasakit pa non, parang wala kaming naging relasyon ni Miggy ng makipaghiwalay siya sa akin. Maayos naman niyang ipinaliwanag sa akin lahat pero ang hirap din parin kaseng tanggapin ang sitwasyon namin. Minahal ko siya, Jules. Alam kong nakita mo kung paano ko siya minahal. Sumugal parin ako kahit na nung una palang, alam ko ng may pagtingin sa 'yo si Miggy. Hindi ako bingi at maslalong hindi ako bingi, Jules. Alam kong umintindi at bumasa ng pusong tunay na nagmamahal. And Miggy never really gave his heart to me completely. Minahal niya ako. He courted me like how every girls wanted to be courted. He made me feel so special every time. But everything just ends there. Because at the end of the day, his lines were 'I need to go home, I still need to drop by Jule's house. I need to see her' or Let's head home, I'll bring you home first before heading to Julianne's house. I need to see her'. Every single day Jules, hindi natatapos ang isang araw na hindi ka niya nakikita o nakakausap manlang. He has to see you. Nakasanayan ko na ata iyun at para bang naging normal na sa akin iyun. Tuwing nagkakasakit ka, alam mo bang hindi niya ako sisiputin kung malalaman lang niyang may sakit ka. He will fly going to your house just to see you. At hindi iyun magpapakita o magpaparamdam manlang sa akin kapag hindi ka pa okay. Ayokong maging bitter pero iyun ang totoo. He tells me he loves me but when I ask him how 'bout Julianne, his answer would be jusy simple. She's my girl. That's how he explains everything to me. Jules, alam kong masyadong mahirap ibigay ang gusto kong ihiling sa 'yo. Alam ko rin na hindi madali ang lahat. But I just want to tell you that if you could just allow me to talk to him. Just a day, Jules. Just a day. Gusto ko lang siyang makausap ng maayos. I won't ask for more. I won't ask him to love me again. I just want to have that closure with him before I finally will let him go." She explained. I can feel the sincerity in her voice.

" Sorry. Sorry sa lahat ng sakit na naidulot ko sa 'yo. Kung nasaktan man kita dahil sa nangyari at sa kasalukuyang nangyayari ngayon, sana mapatawad mo ako. I cannot dictate what Miggy should do. I cannot make the decision for him. But as your friend, I will see to it that you will get the chance to talk to him. Maybe tomorrow. Ayos lang ba sa 'yo bukas. Kailangan ko pa kaseng planuhin kung papaano. Siguro isesend ko nalang sa 'yo kung saan at anong oras. Miggy and I are not in good terms now. Kahapon pa niya ako hindi pinapansin. I am at fault. But don't worry, I will see to it that both of you would have the chance to talk" I assured her. She nodded in reply.

" Salamat. Pasensha ka na din sa mga salitang sinabi at nabitawan ko. I know It was below the belt. Ang hirap din kaseng tanggapin ang katotohanang talo ka na nga talaga. He already chose you, Julianne. Kung ako ang tatanungin mo, alam kong handang sumugal si Miggy para sa 'yo. I am already flying back to the States. Dun ako magpapagaling." Huminga siya ng malalim bago muling nagsalita.