Im a mess without him

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By the time I got to the stodieo it was like 12 or 1 am. We walked in and I gave clair the song I wanted to do so I sat down in the recording booth and started singing. Then the music started and I started singing
~Everything's Been so messed up here lately
Pretty sure he don't want to be my baby
Oh,he don't love me, he don't love me
But that's ok 'Cause we love me anyway,yeah, we love me yeah, yeah, I love myself anyway hey
Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be okay
It's gonna be a good,good, life
That's what my tharipist said
I'm a mess,he's a player
He's a hater, he's a user
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
He's obsessed, I'm embarrassed
I don't trust no one around you
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
Nobody shows up unless I'm paying
You guys have a drink cheers to me bc I'm falling
Oh, they don't love me, they don't love me, they don't love me, they don't love me
But that's okay cause we love me, yeah, I love me, yeah I love me, yeah, I love myself anyway
Everythings gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be okay
It's gonna be a good,good life
Thats what my tharipist said
Everythings gonna be alright
Everythings gonna be fine
It's gonna be a good, good life
Im a mess,he's a player
He's a hater, he's a user
He's obbsed, I'm embarrassed
I don't trust no one around you
Everythings gonna be alright,alright
Everything's gonna be just fine,just fine
Im a mess, my dad's a loser
My mom is dead, my ex beck is a user
Becks obsessed, I'm embarrassed
I don't trust my dad around me
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
I then got uo but as I was getting up Clair asked me that caught me off guard. "Did your dad beat you as a kid, what happened with beck and are you pregnant??"she asked me very cunsered. " Yes and beck cheated on me so then me and cat were together but then we thought she died and I fell in a state of depression and cut myself,then she came back and beck raped me and here i am pregnant and my mom just died". I started sobbing cat holding me. After I had calmed down we went home and want to bed. The next morning I woke up and got ready because I had an adition today. So I walked to my closet and found the perfect outfit

Just without the cup and pins, but as I was getting dressed I rlized something "Damnit I forget to schedule a doctor's appointment" I said under my breath as I got dressed

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Just without the cup and pins, but as I was getting dressed I rlized something "Damnit I forget to schedule a doctor's appointment" I said under my breath as I got dressed. I then did my makeup and hair and walked into the kitchen and told everyone bye and cat to pick me up later.

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