Light In His Darkness

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Mia Martinez

"Is he here yet" T shook his head

Fucking hell. It's fine leaving me but I'm not gonna give him the chance to disappoint this baby

"Give him a chance" T said "he's upset with himself that he made you fall"

"It's not his fault no one was hurt" I said " he didn't mean it"

"I know that and you do" he explained "he's in his head, he drank last night Mia, he's doubting himself, he drinks mad when he's stressed, he did check on you throughout the night" he looked up "and the baby, he went into the room gave you a kiss and touched your stomach,he's trying"

I know he's trying just not letting me tell my own brother I was pregnant and then him hitting him back and if he kept going he'd kill him, it just was too much last night. Between someone trying to kill me and then seeing him. Jax had to be stressed,he looked so worried when he found me last night,his only knows what's going on in his hand

"Creed, Mrs Mia Creed" the nurse shouted out at the desk, I looked at T like for real

"I didn't book it, don't blame me"he held his hands up as we got up

There was still no sign of Jax

"That's me"

I said walking up beside

"Is this your husband"

"Eh no, he's not here yet"

The nurse scribbled down something on the clip board "proof of ID" I looked at T

"Here" he handed a brown envelope to the nurse, the nurse looked up and started fixing her hair

"Are you the father" Jax nodded his head

These look all good I'll get you to follow me, she handed Jax back the sheets of paper and the envelope, smiling at him

Fucking unprofessional

We headed into a room and the nurse instructed me to sit on the hospital bed. T and Jax were talking about something while all the taught's ran through my mind playing with my thumbs. The door opened and it was a man it a white coat "doc will be with you in a few minutes" he nodded and looked at T "you can wait outside until after, only mom and dad are allowed" he smiled

T left wishing us luck after the man came in

It was awkward, we hadn't said a word to each other. we sat in silence, you could cut the tension with a knife.

"ok Ms Creed, ill be your doctor through out your pregnancy and ill deliver the baby, now I just want you to sign this contract, you and your husband" she handed Jax and I contracts and a pen each pointing where to sign.

she gave us a copy of the contract and gave us her number and her assistants number, she talked through the progress and what is going to happen, she explained the first trimester of pregnancy and all the norms with it, she said we would talk more about the other trimesters when I get to them. I explained I had morning sickness for the last two weeks but it had eased off a bit now, seemly it was completely normal. Jax couldn't stop looking at her nervously, so much so she ended up telling him to take a deep breath, he looked scared, a look I taught I never would have seen.

"ok lets get you to lie down and roll up your top when your ready and can you just unbutton the top button of your jeans" she smiled, I closed my eyes and put my head back, I was nervous. "I'm just going to get a cover and gel" she said leaving the room

"its going to be ok" Jax said putting his hand in mine "your not alone". The doctor came back in, and Jax sat down in the seat beside the bed still holding my hand

"ok this is going to be a bit cold" she said applying gel after wiping my belly with a wipe, it was cold she started spreading the gel with a stick showing her the picture on the screen, " its just starting to become clear" she said pressing some buttons on the screen, she turned the screen to us, she pointed out where the head was and the feet, it was tiny. Jax squeezed my hand leaning up and giving me a kiss on my forehead

"your just two months pregnant, that explains the morning sickness and you could still have a bit up and down" the doctor explained "baby's looking healthy and so are you, just remember to rest and avoid alcohol and drugs, if your talking or have to go on any antibiotics or pills that is recommended call us first and we will let you know if its ok so it doesn't harm the baby" she smiled up at us "if you would like you can get pictures up at the front desk of the scan, I'm going to leave you for a few moments to yourself and you can come out when your ready"

"its beautiful, isn't it" Jax said staring at the paused screen of our baby "I'm sorry about hurting you last night, I know you wanted him to know about the baby but you don't understands how much danger that puts us under, you and them" he said laying his hand on my stomach

"its ok, I know you were protecting us" I said placing a kiss on his lips and fixing my clothes heading out to the front desk to get the photos from the scan. we decided on getting 6, that's all I taught we'd need, there was going to be more scans, so we both agreed there would be so much by the end.

I was tired, I couldn't wait to get home and lie in bed and watch the new episodes of dynasty on Netflix.