Light In His Darkness

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Mia Martinez

Two months later

The sex kept going,  Jax and I were like dogs we couldn't get enough of each other, I wanted him nearly every moment, he was protective, you could say we were dating, every day before and after he'd come home he'd kiss me goodbye. I was so deeply in love with him it scared me.

"Oh fuck me Jax" I said getting off his dick and sitting between his legs in the bath

He started kissing my back and neck, while his arms were wrapped around my body

"Mia" he said

"Yessie" I smiled looking back at him

"I can't lose you" he said softly

"I can't lose you"

"I love you Mia"

It startled me, He loves me

I turned to face him "what did you say" I asked unaware of what he said

"I love you Mia" he looked me dead in the eye

I grabbed his face and started kissing him passionately "I love you Jax"

It was all was moving too fast everything. I Sat on the toilet of his bathroom looking at the clear blue pregnancy package

I couldn't be

I was late, I was scared to know the results, considering I was vomiting the last week and my period hadn't came for awhile. And Els cooking smell made me feel nauseous like I was going to throw up I decided it was time to take a test, the thing was I didn't think I could I was in the bathroom the last hour. I think El was worried she kept coming to the door asking if I was ok. I couldn't do it, I threw the test package into the back of the medicine cabinet in Jax's room 

"Sorry El I taught I was going to get sick again but I didn't false alarm" I smiled walking into the sitting room "think I'm getting better"

"Oh good" she smiled El had began to become like my mom. Her and Jax were so worried when I started getting sick, Jax rubbed my back and kept my hair back when I threw up, he'd lie with me in bed and rub my tummy after every time.

He was my safe place, he made me feel safe and loved, he was completely different than the start. El and I had a movie marathon day. We were just finished the notebook, when Jax had came home, "hi mom" he kissed her on the cheek "hi baby" he kissed me on the lips "how's she been mom"

"She nearly got sick but didn't" he doesn't ask me anymore because seemly every time I say I'm good.

"See I'm good" I smile

"Good baby, I'm robbing her on you" he said to El "Come on baby girl"he brought me upstairs into his room, there was a huge box in the bed with a red ribbon, he nodded to open it standing by the door in his suit and tie with his Rolex watch and hands in his pockets

I started to undo the ribbon, the box opened up. There was a iPhone, a case, a screen protector, AirPods with my name engraved, MacBook Air and an iPad with a pencil.

"What's this for"

"You came with yours and I kind of got rid of them when we fought the first time they all have protection on them so you can't be tracked, our tech guy did it. Lunas numbers on there, moms, T's and mine, if you need anyone else's I'll find the number"

"You didn't need too" I smiled

" I did" he wrapped his arms around me "I trust you"

"I love you" I kissed him

"I love you more baby"

We got into bed after he helped me set up the phone and all the others. We cuddled for the rest of the night, at some point I fell asleep

I woke up with no one beside me at 4 am "Jax" I called out

No answer

I sat up and realized I needed to run to the bathroom

I ran and started vomiting just getting to the toilet in time, ugh I hate this

I got back into bed looking at my phone it was 4:35

I had a message from Jax

Hi had to go, I'm sorry :(, I gave you a kiss before I left, moms not going to be in the house today. So you've the house to yourself