Break Out Session -R18-

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

I walked back to my apartment and as I came back, my roommate isn't there or he might be on his work. Agad naman akong tumungo sa shower at matapos ay nagpalit ng masusuot. Naupo naman ako sa kama, hindi pa rin maalis sa isipan ko kung anong posibleng mangyari kapag nangyari ang mga inaasahan ko. The only thing I could see right now is being with Prentice, if being with her would complete then I'm still picking up the piece of my shattered self to make the whole again to be with the woman I love.

I need to change the course of my life if it means risking myself into dangers.

Naisantabi ko rin ang pagpunta sa address na binigay sa akin ni Natasha pero hindi naaalis sa isipan kong isama iyon sa plano ko kung magkakaroon man kami ng deal nitong mga mafia. We do share the same enemy—not mine but my brother's but whoever enemy he has was already mine. Hindi man madali ang lahat pero kung gugustuhin kong tapusin ang impyernong ito, magagawa kong takasan ito palayo sa kaharasan.

Nang mapag-isipan kong pumunta sa GCS para sabihin kay Gio ang plano ko, hindi ko alam kung anong magiging reaksyon niya pero kung magiging dahilan naman ito para magtagumpay ako—kami sa misyong ito, mas madali ang paraang ito para mapagbagsak si Lula. I may not really know the deep reasons kung bakit tinutugis ng GCS si Lula pero sa nakikita ko ngayon, Lula's hiding to them.

Every people she had belonged, betrayed she ends up hiding and maybe the reason behind her actions that she couldn't face the fact that she'll lose everything once she held up by the mistakes she did. Lula is a target, she's the mission.

I picked up my jacket, put my phone and wallet on my jean pocket and leave the unit. Good thing that when I am around at the unit, Enrico wasn't around. Maybe it's a good thing after all because it doesn't bother both of us, we just shared the same unit with boundaries.

Pagkalabas ko ng apartment ay napahugot na lamang ako ng malalim buntunghininga, I always forget that Gio carjacked my car and it's not easy for my transportation. I get used to driving around alone but if this is the sacrifice I need to have, I shall get used to it every day until the day I'm no longer tied up with the things Gio put me into.

I'm no slave of his being, I get to end it no matter what happens.

Naghintay naman ako ng masasakyan at hindi katagalan ay dumaang taxi na siyang pinara ko. Hindi ko naman sinabi ang lugar napupuntahan ko bagamat sa kalapit na lugar lamang upang hindi mapaghalataan kung saan ako nagpunta. GCS premises remain secret for a long time and it hasn't been a raid or what, they feel they are safe because they know they have been out of the radar from the police but I won't be staying long until the day that worst thing could happen.

When we reach my dropped off, nilakad ko naman ang daan papunta sa GCS. Just the usual and tricky part, you wouldn't even know it exists. Nang marating ko ang dulo ng eskinita ay inalis ang malaking plywood at kumatok sa pintuan. Nang sumilip ang tauhan at makita ako, muli niyang sinara ang maliit na butas saka tuluya akong pinagbuksan ng pinto. Hindi naman ito nagsalita sa pagdating ko kundi diretsyo na lang din naman ako hanggat sa marating ko ang lounge area, walang gaanong tao sa paligid dahil umaga pa at tiyak mamayang gabi pa sila magdaratingan dito.

"Dude!" nabigla naman ako ng biglang may tumapik at bumulaga sa likuran ko, pagkaharap ko ay si Gio lang pala. "What are you doing here? Did I say you have to be here?"

I shook my head, "no, you didn't. I'm on my own will."

Napakunot noo naman ito, "really, why?"