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Chapter 15

He repeated it to himself while he acted as if everything was fine during the little class she gave him, he could barely think of anything else and the worst of all was that he couldn't stop seeing her and thinking that she was all he wanted. She could call him friend a thousand times and he would still want her.

God, degrading kink? Activated. Such a kinky bitch.

This had to stop. It was the best. If she wasn't going to want him, he couldn't keep getting excited, it was going to end so bad. He needed space... for a while of course, he knew he didn't want to cut all contact with her because Lisa was really amazing... Too amazing actually and he had to grow used to it.

It was what he was going to do anyway, so when they both left in silence, he finally said: "I think we should stop doing this."

Lisa's face dropped. "What? But I thought we were fine," her voice sounded sad, he almost regretted what he was going to say but he realized fast she was for sure just feeling guilty, still thinking she harassed him or some stupid shit.

"We're fine," he assured her although the smile didn't reach his eyes. "But it's the best, I'm getting better in English and I'm stealing your time."

"What are you saying? You don't steal my time, I like to help you"

Shit, WHY SHE MADE IT SO DIFFICULT?! SHE MADE HIM FEEL LIKE THE MOST SPECIAL BOY IN HER WORLD AND THEN BROKE HIS ILLUSIONS WITH A HAMMER TO THEN RETURN TO THE FIRST STEP.

Jungkook, focus.

"Lisa, thanks for helping me but I'm fine"

"But-"

"It's okay," he interrupted her. He had to run away. "Hey, I have something to do, see you around, okay? Bye"

Coward.

Damn coward.

His plan had been to help her but he shouldn't, he had to get away and calm down. He was confusing things and the lines became too blurry, it was all in his mind and-

Fuck.

He was so stupid for getting his hopes up just because a kiss. A damn stupid and drunk kiss.

He wasn't fourteen anymore, he shouldn't feel that way for just one kiss, he had made more things than just kissing... but nothing felt like kissing her.

Stupid.

Stupid Jungkook.

He didn't see Lisa's face of pure sadness when she saw him leave, it was as if a cloud had set on her head and rain began to fall. She kept standing in the entrance of the building, shoulders down and a pout on her lips.

She thought everything was fine...

If it wasn't there, when was she going to see him then? When could she talk to him?

Why, even though he told her they were fine, it felt like losing him?

(a/n: don't curse me yet, read the next scene)

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Her mood wasn't the best, the dark grey cloud followed her around the whole day and it got worse when the next day Jungkook didn't show up to their English class.

It didn't feel that good to be avoided, right, Liz?

She looked at his empty chair with a pout for the whole hour. She wanted to send a text but she was feeling insecure and it was so weird of her, but she just couldn't. Everytime she was trying to type something, it didn't seemed correct enough so she ended up deleting, it was a cycle that repeated for like twenty minutes till she gave up.

And just then, a text showed up but it wasn't from Jungkook.

Lisa walked into the College Journal office with her head down, it was so obvious for everyone that she wasn't well and everyone glanced at her strangely. She didn't care, at least she smiled at seeing Jennie Kim sitting with her laptop and tons of papers around her in the desk, she was obviously stressed but still looking like a Chanel Queen.

"Good morning, Unnie"

Jennie glanced up at her for a few miliseconds while a smile grew on her lips, but she didn't stop typing and her attention was clearly on the screen. "Sorry I can talk more now, just called you to ask if you're interested in working for something big"

Lisa stretched her lips out, thinking. "It depends"

"It's about the art mural"

Okay, she got her attention with that.

"What about it?"

"It's a project that happens once every four years and it has to be in the final journal of the year, the one that documents the best moment of the year and stuff. Someone will write about it but I need the best pictures and you are the only one here who can take the best ones so, are you interested? I would need you there every working day"

Every day?

Jungkook was going to be there and she was going to be able to talk to him and make sure everything was really fine between them and see him more which was questionable but she swore to God it was in a friendly way, pff, of course... This idiot I swear to God.

You know what they say, when a door closes a window opens... or something like that.

"I'm in!" she said, actually she literally screamed. Jennie raised both brows, shooting a questioning look at her with those intense catlike eyes, making her feel nervous. Lisa laughed casually, trying to act cool while she was leaning on a pill of papers. "I mean, sure... why not? Haha"

And the pill of papers fell making such a big noise, some layers flying around her. Jennie blinked, opening her small mouth completely horrified.

"Shit! Sorry!"

But she couldn't care less, she was so fucking excited now.

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well, i think it had that rollercoaster effect. pls don't hate me istg it's not my fault they're so stupid, i just can't control them as it looks.

if you're a writer, it happened to you that your characters end up doing what they want and you just describe what they do? it's weird.

if you like it, comment and vote💕 i'm ready to lose all readers tho😔✌️

but who knows, maybe jk gets his highs up again and start fighting for her, i mean no one gets so down after days hyping himself up... i mean yes it happens but I'm spoiling here. be sure someone will wake him up. but also remember she's the one who ruined it🤷🏻‍♀️

one thing sure: there will be more lk moments. we are starting the comfortable phase in the next chap