✓ | ghost of you, sweet p.

Kira Summer

━ 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐚 ━

Dear Sweet Pea,

I hoped that today would have never came, but lots of people already knew that this was long overdue.

I hope you know that this is not your fault.

You know how my favorite movie is Love, Rosie because it reminds me of you and I. And you know that my life motto is definitely the speech Rosie says at Alex's wedding with Bethany. So let me say it because I think it somewhat applies to us.

"Choosing the person that you want to share your life with

is one of the most important decisions any of us make, ever,

because when it is wrong, it turns your life to gray. And

sometimes. . . sometimes you do not even notice it until

you wake up one morning and realize years have gone by.

We both know that one Alex (Pea.) Your friendship has

brought glorious technicolor to my life. It's been there even

in the darkest of times. And I'm the luckiest person for

that gift. I hope I didn't take it for granted. I think maybe

I did. Because sometimes you don't see that the best thing

that has ever happened to you is sitting there, right under

your nose. But that's fine too. It really is. Because I have

realized that no matter where you are, or what you are

doing, or who you are with, I will always honestly, truly,

completely love you."

And I'm stopping it there because the rest does not apply to us at all. You've given me the best teenage years of my life than any girl would have been lucky to have. You have been the best friend and best boyfriend anyone could ask for. I still cannot believe that out of any girl you could have chosen, you chose me to love. You chose me to wake up every morning to. You chose me to spend time with. You chose me to love. I know I said it twice, I just still cannot believe it.

Thank you for everything you have ever done for me. I could never, ever say how grateful I am. You are the best thing to ever happen to me.

I hope that one day you find someone who loves you just as much as I love you. Maybe even more, or maybe only half of it. Because I don't think anyone could love you the way that I do.

I'm sorry for everything that I'm going to do.

I forever love you.

Please, find love again.

Sincerely,
Kira Summer