Selfish 🌹

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I like you
I've said it to my self
Now time to say it to your face
We need clarification
I feel like this is mutual but there's some misunderstanding
Let me know
But I feel like we both are so caught we haven't found the time to grow
And if I'm crazy or confused when you read this help me comprehend
Cause when I look at you I feel like the universe sent you to me
Or me to you cause either one of us may need help
May or may not be love but survival
May or may not be revival
May or may not be real
May or may not but this is how I feel
I've pushed back to far now
Maybe you're tired
Or you might be as confused as me

Maybe I should let you be
Cause you look lie the type that loves to be free
Freedom looks like your favourite
But my life is so scheduled
I think of the options so much
Probably I'm over thinking

The drive is so excruciatingly painful when I look you in your eye
I feel like when you look at me directly I feel entirely bad
My thoughts of you have engulfed my mind pull me in directions I couldn't call mine
But is it selfish if I keep running away to find time

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