Yeah we keep dreaming
Of things we always wanted
Things that we may never ever need
But I guess that's the latter of the realisation
It's we that keep living in misery
Pushing all to the side so we can meet every need
Keeping each other down
To be above
Keeping each other around
To see them fall
But it's asthetically pleasing me
Constantly pleasing my memory
That it's amazing to believe
That for once I've met someone
Who isn't full of games
Never to be ashamed
Of who they truly are
Even though they may not be as bright or as high as other stars
Cause I am so done being okay with your way
And I fully break out today
I walk away with my head held high
If it's something that you want put it over a body over my grave
And in all ways you make me feel unsafe
Cause your love is a drug
Crack cocaine
Class A and all above
I'm no longer here for the struggle love
Is that what you smoke
Is that what's got you groped to a life filled with violence, jealousy and rage
I commend you cause babe I could never
Even if I was under the weather
Feeling the rain pour
Hearing my stomach roar
And you'll say I don't know what it's like
And I'll say repeat that again cause all my life I had to fight
Young I had to find money in some way
But I've never sold my ass to different men at different nights
I go to school and work hard to forget that life
Poverty is not me and neither am I it
The movie portraits me I AM IT
I am still confused and still a lot broken
Consumed by the tainted fumes out in the air
By the jar they left open
It's not healthy
To be jealous
Poor by money
But my soul and my heart is wealthy
I used to say that I'd rather broke and happy
But no longer is that a motto
I'd rather be rich and happy
Cause vice versa isn't a choice of the either or
I want both and I work so hard that I deserve even more
They say being poor is hard and getting rich is too
So pick your hard from either two
We both came from the gutter but the difference from me and you
Is that I'm working on me so I can work on you and the youth that's from the gutter too
No, cause you're lazy I won't leave you behind but I'll teach you a lesson that I've been taught from mine
" I raised you for the world's use not for mine
Cause I'll love you no matter what but the world and I look at you from different eyes "
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Mystery Girl's Poems; A Dimensional Emotion
PoetryEmotions you feel. Thoughts are just thoughts until they become real. And the worst of what you've felt is what you wait to reveal.
