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Survival - Pt. 2 | The Secret - Chapter 15

Part 2 | Chaos of Love

Revised Version

Everything around me became distorted after hearing the announcement. I couldn't focus on my surroundings when I felt my head swaying from side to side. The room suddenly became blurry as I glanced around in utter shock.

Jang Sora...? I'm the supreme alpha?

"Please come on to the stage!" The host invited me through the microphone, and suddenly, everyone was looking for me. I quickly tugged my arm away from Yoongi when my head started hurting really bad. It doesn't make any sense! I don't want to be here!

"Don't go," Yoongi insisted, pulling me backward as I was about to walk away in a hurry.

"Don't touch me! Go away!" I snapped, feeling heavy-headed from the painful ache in my head. What the hell is going on? Without saying another word, I pushed the giant door open and slipped out into the freezing night.

"-Fuck! Fucking stupid floor!" I groaned loudly when I suddenly tripped and fell hard onto the icy cold ground. Why is it so slippery?! Aish! I quickly got up onto my feet but stumbled forward again when everything around me spun like a whirlpool. I quickly made my way down the stairs and around the building... into a garden. I need to get out of here! I'm suffocating!

"What is wrong with me..." I whispered, lightly smacking my head- hoping to stop the aching pain in my head. Before I even knew it, I was already out of breath, so I sat by the water fountain to gasp for air.

"I hate it!" I sobbed, hastily taking off the heels and threw one of them across the garden. Why am I in so much pain?! Why am I the supreme alpha?! How am I supposed to escape the game now?! It doesn't even make sense! A rush of unexplainable yet painful emotions came rushing through me... I felt upset... angry... frustrated... hurt... broken... it was too much for my chest to handle. Eotteoke?! My heart is throbbing in pain, and I don't even know how to deal with it!

"I don't understand," I shook my head with my head hung low as streams of tears ran down my cheeks... dripping onto the icy cold stone of the water fountain. I clenched my shaking fists in immense distress. I'm lost... I don't know what to do... I didn't choose this life... Hell, I don't want this goddamn life!

"WAE?! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!" I let out a pained scream, throwing my other heel across the garden in frustration.

"OWWW!" Someone howled right after I threw it. I looked up just in time to see my heel flying straight into Jimin's face. Smack, headshot.

"M-mianhae..." I stuttered apologetically before glancing away from him. Shit... He can't see me crying like this! Not again! All I do is cry when I'm with him.

"I know you're upset, but please don't kill me. I don't want to be killed by your expensive heels," Jimin chuckles as he bends over to pick my heels. Doesn't he think I'm whiney?? All I do is bawl my eyes out whenever I'm around him. Aish... I'm so ashamed.

"Don't look at me..." I mumbled while drying my tears when Jimin calmly approached me and placed the heels right by my feet. My face is a mess... I don't want him to see me in this state. It's embarrassing!

"Wae? I've seen you cry before and to be honest, it's quite heartbreaking and cute at the same time," Jimin chuckled, sitting down beside me. He gave me a brief glance before looking up at the dark starry sky.

"Stop mocking me..." I sniffed, darting Jimin a sharp glare causing him to chuckle at me. What's so funny? He shouldn't laugh!

"They took a break since they couldn't find you," Jimin smiled, turning to face me as I stared into the clear blue water running down the fountain. I don't want to go back there... I don't have the energy...