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Chapter 3

He wasn't a stalker, he liked to think he wasn't, but he couldn't help but notice those little, kinda weird, details because every time she entered the room, he couldn't stop looking at her.

His friends were always laughing at him and teasing because of that, of course. That was their role in his life and it was also like a revenge because Jungkook was annoying as fuck.

He remembered that once he stumbled over a damn flower pot and got all his shirt smeared with banana milk because he was too focused staring at her while she was on the floor, literally lying down on the floor, taking photos of someone. Jimin didn't stop laughing for days, even when Jungkook was trying to explain she was in the damn floor, how wasn't him going to find it strange and stare, Jimin knew him too well and everytime Lisa was close and Jungkook had a bottle of something in his hands, Jimin was saying "bE cArEfUl JuNgKoOk HAHAHAHA".

Stupid short man.

But going back to the point, those damn details only made him like her more. She was very kind and nice, she greeted everyone she knew and always stopped to help anyone who needed it. Jungkook didn't know he was attracted to the solidarity type of girls until he saw her... although maybe it was more because it was HER who did all those good things.

But the ice cream shop was an almost stupid coincidence, Jungkook almost fell on his face when he passed in front of the shop and saw her work there with her silly headband and pink polo shirt through the glass. Did life want to make him look like some kind of Yandere?

Ridiculous.

And he was trying hard to always make dumb excuses to himself and to his friends, trying to deny he had a crush, he was just "curious" about her.

But his denial phase wasn't going to last more.

It would have been great for him if she was pretending not to remember what had happened with him to avoid the confrontation with the gang guy; he would have been so relieved if she was rude and proved to be another typical and arrogant rich girl because he would be finally disappointed and free of this curse. Half of him was trying hard to convince his heart she was obviously ignoring him and that was why she didn't even say "thank you" the next time they were in the same place, even if they didn't know each other, because how would she forget how she got home that night, and reality was there showing him that maybe he was right. She would walk past beside him and wouldn't even give him a look. He would accept if it's was officially like that like a whole macho full of confidence like "it's your lose, hon".

But the crush was still there. The possibility of her ignoring him was there but the motherfucking crush too.

Taking a look back to his past love life, Jungkook was beginning to believe he had some type of degrading kink, like "call me dumb useless bitch and slap me, I'll get turned on".

But then that day when all his foolish world lit up came: she spoke to him in the library, being nice and friendly as she was with everyone.

At first, he got angry, thinking that she was acting like nothing after ignoring him for months, but he soon realized that she really didn't have the slightest idea who he was, she didn't remember.

Wow, flattering, apparently he was that forgettable.

But, back to the point, the confirmation that she wasn't being a bitch made his heart go crazy. Jungkook was sure that at that moment he seemed an asshole in front of her, he didn't even talk to her; he couldn't physically speak because of how frozen he was after seeing her up close, smiling at him, at HIM.

And she called him amazing, she flattered his talent. She... He didn't remember if he even said thank you or something.

God, well, it was time, Jungkook finally accepted that he had a monumental crush on her.