Reincarnated: A Bunny to A Lion

Chakra will be my demise

Let me tell you something. Chakra sucks. It is the most frustrating thing I have ever worked on in my life I have read book after book on how to unlock chakra but none of them truly explain the agony I have gone through trying to unlock my chakra. Maybe its harder for me because Im only 11 months old but still. It's absolutely obnoxious. I know as a baby I'm going to have a weak amount of chakra but to barely be able to grasp it at all, it makes me want to bull my hair out and throw a tantrum. And I know I can because I'm still a baby....kinda petty but oh well.

 That weird buzzing I felt as a baby wasn't my blood but my Chakra. I can feel it moving inside of me to let me live, but It's so small that I can't form chakra at all, it is locked within my chakra pathways since my Tenketsu points aren't open and even if I can feel my chakra, I still have to pull enough out to allow it to become useful, not just spiritual energy. It should be easy since I can feel it keeping me alive, but no it just has to be so freaking hard. If I didn't want to be such a strong ninja and save everyone, I would give up on forcing my chakra, but nope my stubborn ass is going to keep going with the demon known as Chakra.

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I lay on futon in my room and I laugh and cry. It nearly took me almost two years since I was born but I got it. Usually I would find my chakra center and try to pull it out of me so it could actually flow through my chakra coils to start the process of using it but each time I found the warmth of my chakra, it would snap back and continue to just do nothing but keep me alive. It was like when pulling on a rubber band and then letting it go so it snaps back into place. 

About 2 months after I turned 1 I was sitting on my floor meditating when I felt that little warmth within me. Expecting it to fade away like every other time I was about ready to quit when I realized it hasn't left me yet. Freaking out, I concentrated and pulled as hard as I could to get the chakra to flow throughout me. Pushing myself harder and harder I finally felt that small wisp of warmth flow throughout my body. I got so excited that I broke my concentration and squealed in joy.

I immediately got up and toddled over to my parents and told them that I finally found my chakra. I got excited thinking dad would begin to train me but I was so wrong. My dad handed me a book titled: To Open Your Tenketsu. He told me knowing and perfecting this was the next step if I wanted to use chakra and be a good Hyuuga heir. I responded with a sad "Hai Otousan. Thank you." If I thought finding my non-spiritual chakra was hard, opening my Tenketsu points was damn near impossible.

Basically there are 361 Tenketsu points along the chakra network and each of these points controls the flow of chakra, as well as push out chakra in order to use Justus and stuff. Being a Hyuuga it is 100 percent necessary to have perfect control over all 361 Tenketsu points as well as knowing where they are. My next step in forced chakra use was to manually open all 361 of the points. Because I'm still only a toddler none of my Tenketsu points have opened yet and if I want to accelerate my training and achieve my goals I have to open them up myself.

Opening Tenketsu points was the bane of my existence for a while. First of all it was hard to open them. Each point took me many hours when I first succeeded to open them. Granted overtime it became easier but thats not it. It hurt like hell when I was opening them. It really strained my body and chakra when each point was opened so I couldn't open too many at one time or I'd pass out from the surge of Chakra and the pain. It sucked.

After about 8 months of opening my Tenketsu, I finally succeeded in opening all of them. When the final point opened it was terrible and magnificent. I could feel the difference in my flow of chakra as well as the newfound true power surging through me. This moment finally solidified that I was actually in Naruto. this realization caused me to break down.