saturday mrs mayfield hands over my phone at exactly 12:30 pm. my snapchat blown up by billie with cute i love you's and i miss you's, and my instagram is drowning in new follow requests from billie fans. i only accept the accounts she follows, i wasn't ready for my life to be posted about by random people i didn't know.
"i have my phone for a bit."
delivered 12:31
a few minutes pass
read 12:34
"hey? i'm sorry are you busy?"
delivered 12:37
and again
read 12:38
"are you mad at me?"
delivered 12:38
"im not sure how long i can do this, y/n"
"what do you mean"
"i miss you so much, i want to be with you, and im trying to be strong for you and for us. i just feel so weird that i have to sneak around just to see you. just try and get better, i know it's not that easy but i just miss you so much."
"I will, I promise. Ill be out as soon as i can."
"im sorry you have to be in there. i love you"
"I love you more."
"im boutta get on my flight, tours start today heading to Portland wont have service. ill text you as soon as i land."
"be safe."
ana walks to the table where I sit "who you talkin to beautiful?" she says sliding into the chair next to me
"my girlfriend?" I say setting my phone down taking a drink of my water then setting it back down
"oh?" she smiles deviously as blue walks down the stairs
"yo" he smiles at me, i look behind me to greet him, by the time i turn back around my phone screen is black and drowning in a puddle of water
"oops" ana smiles
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billies girl
Fanfictionmy update scheduled will be wacky, thanks for baring with me. tw: this story does touch on mature topics such a abuse, depression, and suicide. --REWRITING- 2nt on #billieeilish 142 on #lesbianromance
