billies girl

crackhead bitch ass

"hey you whore" baddie hisses knocking aggressively on the window which jolts me awake "finally" she celebrates

i open the window letting her jump in "hey bitch"

"how was it?" she asks

"bitch" i groan falling back into my warm bed

"girrlllll" she groans as well

"i have a whole ass twin."

"highkey?"

"highkey."

"woah, what do you know about them"

"next to nothing, she's with my dad in calabasas.."

"yikes"

"it huh"

"what you gonna do?"

"i don't know yet." i pause "billie wants me to go looking for her."

"you should"

"i will. ill look into it" i say pulling out my phone from the vent i pull up my messages with my mom hesitantly typing out

i need her number.

im glad you reached out. 322-778-78900

thanks

im sorry

ight.

i don't want her pity. i don't want anything from her. except for the number but now that i have it i see 0 reasons to be in contact with my mother. so i block her.

after consulting with billie and baddie via face time they convince me to plan a meet up with my sister, billie volunteering to come with me. so once baddie leaves and both ana and blue finish questioning me and head off to bed i climb the stairs and climb through the vacant room's window sitting silently on the cold roof looking out to the yard. soon enough my stress and anxiety has flooded my mind making my hands shake violently. i decide to smoke a blunt as it had always calmed my nerves. i call her.

"uhm" she groans on the other line, i obviously had wakened her "hello?" she asks

"hey im sorry to wake you" i reply

"im sorry, whos this?" you can hear how tired she was

"its y/n."

"who?"

"y/n? your twin, love. mom told me you wanted to reach out."

"holy shit." her voice is suddenly clearer, my statement waking her up. "you're bullshitting me, right?"

i laugh "nah." i grin

"fuckin shit. hey."

"hey." i smile-big

"fuck im not even sure what to say, dude."

"let's meet." i say rotating the ring on my finger nervously "soon."

"bet." i can hear her smile "bring billie."

"ah, so you stalked me?"

"fuck yeah, i stalked you man."

i giggle "yeah yeah ill bring billie."

"ight, when?"

"tuesday. around 3 am? i gotta sneak out."

"tuesday. 3 am."

i nod "see you then. bye."

"bye." you can hear her voice drop to a whisper.

i smoke the rest of the blunt, all the way down to the bottom. i put it out and shove the bud deep into my pocket. in 3 days id meet her. im not sure what to expect but im nervous. maybe ill finally have a family. a loving real family.