Don't forget about me (Blue Blood FanFic) (Completed)

(2) You have to let me let you go

I slipped on a black medium length dress.

I left my hair as it normally was, I didn't even apply makeup.

Because I know when I cry it will get ruined anyways.

Today wasn't a day to be happy.

A day to be gloomy.

Joe is gone and worse me and Danny aren't even talking.

What an amazing day it is right?

I looked into the mirror and it was one of those days I wasn't liking what I saw.

I saw half of me.

The other half was missing.

"Ready to go?" Brandon asked me, breaking me from the thoughts.

"Yeah..I guess so." I sighed sadly.

I looked at him, and he was in a black suit and tie.

"Your coming with?"

He raised an eyebrow. "Only if you want me too."

I nodded. "I want you too."

"Alright." I interlocked my hand with his and we took off starting to walk to the funeral hall.

I couldn't even smile.

Not even crack a smile.

• • •

I looked at the funeral place. It was all crowded.

The family was there.

Joe's friends were there, either from Collage or High school.

Even his Fiancé was there.

It's ashamed that they can't get married.

We walked in and two the front where we greeted my family.

Brandon shook my dad's hand, also my grandpa's, Jamie and Danny's and hugged the rest of the family.

"Sorry I'm late dad."

"No no it's okay sweetie." He said as he hugged me giving me a fake smile.

I knew it was fake because it's so easy to tell when he does them.

I just let it slid I didn't say any other word.

Soon the priest started talking, everyone went quiet and we listened to him talk.

I leaned against Brandon as I listened carefully.

Once he was over my family went up to the casket to pay their respect.

Me and Brandon stayed back, soon we just watched other people go up.

After everyone was done I went up alone.

I placed the rose down on the coffin, it's just hard to believe that my twin brother is no longer with us.

As tears fell down my face I stepped back and walked outside to get some fresh air.

I let the cold winter air blow in my face as I shivered a bit.

I looked out to the water, hoping that this all would be a dream, I mean it has to be right.

He can't really be gone? Can he?

"Katelyn?" My younger brother Jamie asked as he broke into my thoughts.

"Mhm." I mumbled as I wiped my tears away.

"Are you okay?" He put his hand on my shoulder, and brought me into a side hug.

"I don't know." I said as I played with the side of my black sweater. "Will I ever be okay?" I said as I began to sob.

"Eventually you'll be okay." He said smiling. "One thing I know is that Joe would want you to move on and keep on living your life. He wants you to always be happy no matter what." He continued speaking.

The one thing about Jamie was that he knew what to say at the right time.

He took something out of his pocket and placed it in my hand.

"He wanted you to have this. It was for your 28th birthday but he gave it to me to give you just Incase anything happened to him."

I looked at the necklace, it was a locket necklace.

I opened it and inside was a picture of me and Joe. One as when we were a baby and one when once we graduated Collage.

"Thank you Jamie." I said as more tears fell down my face.

I slipped the necklace on and smiled.

"I'll never take it off."

• • •

I took my dress off and hung it back up in the closet.

I put on my fuzzy pajama pants and shirt, and laid down.

Maybe I'll take an absence of leave and explore the world.

Or maybe even take a trip to Disney.

I should start living my life instead of dedicating it to the job.

Maybe I can even start a family and have kids.

Who knows what's next for me in my life.

Love, loss and moving on.