Adopted by Magcon

Part 3 { I threw it away }

CAMERONS POV.

We were all sitting in the living room , just talking and laughing.

After 30 minutes I decided to go check on Noah.

I walked up stairs.

When I reached the last step I heard something in my room.

I opened the door slowly and found Noah searching through my drawer.

I slowly walked to her and grabbed her shoulder.

She flinched away and slammed the drawer shut.

She walked away from me

"I.. I .. You.. I was l.. looking for m..my j..j..journal" she stuttered.

I looked at her.

"Its not here" i said

"Well where is it"

"I threw it away"

NOAHS POV.

"I threw it away"

The words hit me as a brick in the face.

My journal, with my whole life in it. The last memories that I had are all gone now.

There were no words. Nothing came out.

I just shook my head, walked passed him, I went in my room and grabbed my bag.

I grabbed my teddy bear out of it and looked for my razor in the back of it.

I hold the razor to my skin and moved it.

I couldnt stop, I went to my bathroom, locked the door and sat on the floor.

I continued cutting. Deep.

"Its only my second day and I already want to die" I whispered to myself.

There was a knock on my door.

I quickly stood up . Im dizzy as fuck. "Shit" I whispered.

"Noah can I come in?" the person said. Who the fuck is it.

"NO." "I mean. No. Wait. Wait a second" I stuttered.

I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my arm.

Shit shit shit the bleeding wont stop.

"Noah are you okay?! What are you doing in there?"

I grabbed another towel.

It doesnt work. I started to tear up.

By now I was crying.

"Noah! Im coming in!!"

Fuck.

"NO DONT . DONT COME IN. who are you?"

"Its Jacob are you okay?"

Fuck he cant see me like this omg there is blood everywhere.

I started to cry even more.

"Noah Im coming in okay? Dont worry"

He tried to open the door but I locked it.😌

"Noah please open the door, I can help you but not like this"

I thought for a second and sighed.

I reached for the door and unlocked it. Still sitting in the floor with my arm wrapped in a towel.

"Im coming in now okay?" He said/asked.

"Okay " I quitely said. And I sighed.

The door slowly opened and I just looked down at my arm.