How Do I Love You (gxg) (werewolf)

Prt 3

My vision was blurred and it felt as though I wasn't me. There was something else, someone else was with me. It didn't feel like I was in control of my own body.

The pain I remember was gone. I felt numb now. It was a strange feeling.

Where am I?
What am I?

I couldn't move. I was stuck. My movements were not controlled by me. I knew that much. I couldn't control my own body. It scared me.

I remember the anger I felt. It was at this guy that made me feel this way.
I don't like him. I feel a connection to him though. Like I know him from somewhere. But where from?
Does this person who's in control of me know him?

Why am I so calm? Why does it feel like I'm floating in nothingness.

Shouldn't I be more worried that I can't control my own body? That I can barley see where I am and what I'm currently doing? Its like watching a movie from far away on a small screen. I can only hear muffles voices and far away noises.

'no' said the voice from before. Their voice is calm but demanding.

'why not?' I reply still dazed and trying to make out what little I could hear and see.

' I'm here to protect you young one' she replies in a softer tone, like a mother talking to a child who's been injured.

'from who?' I ask. I'm not in any danger. Only this rude guy.

'the person who is attacking you' she informs me.

Oh. Is he attacking me now? We were only in an argument if I remember correctly.

Am i a wolf right now?

'yes'

'oh. How did I change?' I ask more surprised than anything else.

'figure it out on your own'

I hum in response.

Colour and shapes started to form. Everything became bright and colourful. Colour taking on form of people and buildings. I could see the sky and tree line propurly. Sounds became louder until I could hear clearly once more.

I looked around and everyone was looking at me in awe. I was surrounded by people of all ages. I felt caged in. Anxiety I never thought I'd ever feel erupted in the pit of my stomach.

My breathing started to get erratic and I lost all control. My eyes started to tear up but I couldn't wipe them away. Every time I tried to wipe the tears I'd loose my balance and fall to the floor. Whats wrong with me?! I just wanted to run away and never come back.

I feel someone's hand touch my back. I jump at the sudden contact and I look around to see a blurred person who I make out as my mother. She's here! My parents are here! I forgot.

' its okay my girl, just keep calm okay?' She speaks softly and continues to stroke my back. It was so soft and is soothing me and I could feel my stress levels drop slowly. ' Now don't panic okay? You have turned into your wolf.' I remember back to the days me and my parents would curl up on the sofa and watch a film, my mum would always stroke my hair.

There it goes, my stress level rise and my hair or should i say fur stand up on end when my mum said I turned into a wolf. I turn to her fast and she can see in my eyes I'm panicking. I'm slowly gaining control and my wolf isn't trying to protect me any more as I'm not in danger due to my mother being there.

' Am I in control now wolf?'

'Do you want to be?' They say.

'Yes, I don't like not being in control of my own body.'

'Okay, here you go.'

I feel my body gain full control and it's such a relief.

' How do I change back to my human self?'

'Figure that bit out yourself.'

' No please help me! I'll give you anything you want! Just please help me! '

'Fine, but I want my mate tonight, got it? '

Edited 17th april