Pieces of Me.

Puppy Thoughts.

21/05/2017

My dog is about four months now.

He's supposed to be potty trained by now and most days he does great. But sometimes he can't hold it all night so he pees and poops all over the kitchen floor. In regret he eats it, but while he does he whines and cries, not liking the taste I assume.

I relate to that. That feeling of regret and guilt after doing something I shouldn't and then trying to cover it up.

I am trying not to purge.
Trying and failing.

I'm starting to feel dizzy when I run. My throat is scratchy and it hurts a little. I can't see pass the food, the workouts and the weight.

It's getting worse.

I think my dog knows it too. I know it's silly but I can see his eyes on me when I do it. The way he tries to lick my tear stained face and how he cries every time I kick him out of my room.

Or maybe it's just in my head.