10/11/2017
I'm scared.
So scared.
Of nothing and everything.
I should be writing how I'm fine after all that has happened in the past few years.
But that is not true. I don't feel like I did months ago.
I feel like I am going to explode everytime someone touches me, or talks to me, or even looks at me.
I just want to burst into tears when I have to go outside. The air inside my lungs disappears only by thinking I have to go to a public place.
My heart is screaming but I don't know what it's saying.
Nobody knows what to do, my dad feels helpless, my boyfriend terrible.
Everyone thinks it's because I came back to school, and of course the things that have happened at school don't help, but it's not just because of it.
It's because of everything, I don't know!
I just feel.
I feel everything at once.
Especially fear.
An I can't live like this,
in fear.
YOU ARE READING
Pieces of Me.
Non-FictionHi there, how are you? I hope you're okay. Like the title says, this book is made of pieces of me, sort of like a diary. Each chapter has its topic, message and feeling. I write it as my life goes on, pouring my heart out, mentioning a lot of the...
