08/05/2018
How could I. How.
How could I let myself get this way?!
I am fat. I am way more fat than I was a year ago. And I am trying so hard to lose weight and all I lost was 5kg in one month. One freaking month I spent exercising, running, eating healthy, taking pills and drinking teas just to lose 5kg. That's half of what I wanted to lose.
In a few months summer will begin and my clothes don't fit and I have no money to buy new ones.
And even if I had I think I would too ashamed to wear them.
I purged again. And again, and again. I am trying so hard not to but every time I stand on the scale and see how I am not improving I just can't help but to eat everything in sight out of frustration and it just happens. But then the guilt comes and almost choke in my own tears.
I am struggling, and don't know what to do.
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Pieces of Me.
Non-FictionHi there, how are you? I hope you're okay. Like the title says, this book is made of pieces of me, sort of like a diary. Each chapter has its topic, message and feeling. I write it as my life goes on, pouring my heart out, mentioning a lot of the...
