In Love With A Psychopath

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Taehyung POV

"Agh- Tae..." Jungkook's moaning was like music to my ears.

I thrusted into him hard and he came undone right in front of my eyes. He threw his head back and I sucked on his neck even more while chasing my own high.

Soon after pounding into him mercilessly, I came into him and he moaned again.

He was panting hard with a thin layer of sweat covering his body.

He lazily threw on his clothes and kissed me again. I licked his now bright, swollen lips and placed him in his own seat.

I had to drug him 3 more times before it would work completely.

I need Jungkook to be exactly like me so that he understands what I've been through.

I don't want to force it because he won't love me the way I love him.

He's only experienced half of what I've been through.

Abuse from family.

We've both experienced that.

Bullied at school at each one.

We've both experienced that.

Being forced into sex.

I've experienced that.

Being tortured for hours because of your very first killing.

I've experienced that.

Being drugged one too many times to change you completely.

I've experienced that.

Becoming a killer because you love seeing dead victims.

We've both experienced that.

I looked over at Jungkook and saw that he was halfway asleep.

"You want a blanket Kookie?" I asked with a smile.

"Nope I'm good. Night Tae Tae~" He rubbed his eyes with his fists and yawned.

"Night baby." I said as I kissed his forehead.

I drove back to the base and my mind wandered.

What if Jungkook hates me after I make him go through all those things?

But than again...

I could hire someone to do it so he would still love me the same.

But in the end, it would all be my fault.

Dont you dare think that you haven't caused someone you love pain.

The same voices called out to me.

The voices didn't usually scare me.

But now they tell Jungkook to kill himself.

And I can't have him leave me.

Even if the rest of the world goes...

I need to have this family with me.

No matter what.

I didn't realize that I had arrived back to the base. Jungkook wasn't having any nightmares ever since yesterday night.

Honestly I'm grateful for that but I have to help in keep his emotions in control.

He can't leave me.

He won't.

"There you are." Namjoon said as I walked in with a very sleepy Kookie beside me.