Tell me now (Jin x reader)

First kiss

Jin and i didn't really talk for the whole day.

And at the bar we didn't even got to sit together.

The girls were dragging me into ther group and the boys went for Jin.

We talked about many things.

But mainly the girls where asking me, how the solo dancepractice with Jin was like.

Some time passes and i eventually had the feeling like i had girl-friends again.

It was great.

I then needed to go to the bathroom.

And headed towards it.

Then all of a sudden i felt hands grabbing me.

A person was pulling me behind a wall where no one could see us.

It was Jin.

I was a bit surprised about that:" Jin, what are you doing?"

"I feel like i can't talk to you normally today.", he continued:" But i need to tell you something and i can't wait any longer."

I was a bit frightened about the way he said it.

But i tryed to look understanding at him.

"Tell me.", i smiled at him.

I could see that it was hard for him to collected his thoughts.

Or maybe how he should say it.

He took a deep breath: "I...", he looked down as if he tries to rethink it.

I could see how his face turned red and how uncomfortable he got in his own skin the more time passes.

I knew he wanted to say something but something blocked it.

He rested his hand on the wall where i am leaning on.

And the more he looked down the closer he got.

Until our foreheads almost touched.

"(y/n) i really...", he started and then stopped again.

He laughed nervously and got even closer but was looking down again.

"I..", he tried again.

But befor he could continue i made a move and grabbed his cheeks and went in for a kiss.

The time stood still for a short time. I only heard the music in the background and felt his warm soft lips against mine.

I felt like all of the weight on his shoulder got lifted away.

 After we separated, i looked up to his face.

The lights where dimbed but i could see how red he got.

We stood there for a while. Only the short silence from the bar changing the song got us back to reality.

"I'm sorry i interrupted you.", i brushed a hairstrap behind my ear and smiled.

Jin stumbled a bunch of words, then could finally got a decent sentence together:" I'm so happy you did this!" he smiled back.

I saw in a corner of my eye that two of the girls of the dancecrew where looking at us from far away.

I didn't know who long they where standing there.

And if they saw us kissing.

This is not good.

I saw how they whisper to each other looking at each other and then looked back at me.

They noticed me starring at them.

Not only them. Jin noticed me too looking at the girls.

Befor he could look back at me, i made my way to the exit.

Going out of the bar and in a dark silent sidestreet to calm myself down.

I rested my back against the wall.

What if this is against the contract. It probably is.

What if the girls tell the bosses what they saw.

Will this be the end of my carrer as a dancer?

It only had begon and now this.

But not only i would be in trouble. Jin will have some problems as well.

Didn't he think of that?

But i kissed him.

If the girls did see me kissing him, then they'd probably think that i'm just a hopeless fangirl being too touchy.

"Am i overthinking this whole situation?", i said to myself.

Befor i could get a second to think about all, i noticed someone coming over to me.

It was Jin with my jacket and bag in his hand.

He looked very serious.

"We should go.", he said and looked at a taxi that was standing on the other side of the street.

He said the driver to drife to my place.

We stayed quiet for the whole drive.