You're My Daydream- Book 2

Doubtful Thoughts And A Strong Reasurance

These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change
These battle

I played harder, I played like my life depended on it, I sang like the world was in the balance, I made sure that I played the keys with perfection. My fingers burned with anticipation to hear the keys voice, it's beautiful sound.

You shouldn't have but you said it
(And I hope you never come back)
It shouldn't have happened but you let it
Now you're down on the ground screaming medic
The only thing that comes is the post-traumatic stresses
Shields, body armours and vests
Don't properly work, that's why you're in a locker full of hurt
The enemy within and all the fires from your friends
The best medicine is to probably just let her win
I wish I couldn't feel, I wish I couldn't love
I wish that I could stop 'cause it hurts so much
And I'm the only one that's trying to keep us together
When all of the signs say that I should forget her
I wish you weren't the best, the best I ever had
I wish that the good outweighed the bad
Cause it'll never be over, until you tell me it's over

These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change
These battle

I played harder, hearing the piano's real voice. I played to hear its words, it's thoughts, the real true story behind its lyrics, I played, and I kept playing.

'Cause you've set me on fire
I've never felt so alive, yeah

Hoping wounds heal, but it never does
That's because you're at war with love

And I'm at the point of breaking
And it's impossible to shake it

See, you hoped the wound heals, but it never does
That's cause you're at war with love

Hope it heals, but it never does
That's cause you're at war with love!

I sang at my full potential, hearing my voice, my questions in my head, those questions that were never answered.

These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away

They ain't never gonna change
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading

Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change

These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change

These battle

I ended the song with a soft note, letting go of the keys perfect voice, I massaged my hands, making sure they wouldn't hurt when I went to bed.

I heard soft clapping, I turned around, wondering if it was Lena or Emily.

I saw Lena

She smiled softly at me, giving applause for my performance, which was supposed to be private.

"That was beautiful darling. I've never heard you play so passionately, it was like a whole new voice, you never cease to amaze me with the piano." She said, walking over to me.

I kept my head down, massaging my fingers. I saw a glimpse of what Lena was wearing, a white short sleeved tee shirt, and some black pajama pants with the L-Corp symbol on it.

I felt soft and warm hands touch my fingers, she took them away from me gently and started to massage them softly, it felt so nice when she did them.

"I woke up and didn't see you in our bed, I knew that you weren't being Supergirl at 2:00 in the morning , or in the kitchen. So I thought you were here, and I saw you playing so beautifully. I wanted to stay quiet and watch. And I'm glad I did, I heard the most beautiful voice in the whole world" She said softly, her accent laced in her voice.

"Mmhm" I hummed in response

"Love? Is something wrong?" She asked.

"I'm just trying to figure this out" I muttered

"And that is?" She asked, still massaging my fingers with her hands, giving me a soft and comforting feeling. She looked at me softly. "You can tell me anything, it won't change a thing between us."

"Why...." I took a small breath."choose me?" I asked

She looked confused." Choose you? Your gonna have to elaborate on that one love?" She chuckled

"Why choose me to be your girlfriend? Your soon to be wife? When you could have anyone else in the world, your smart, intelligent and kind and very beautiful and sexy. Why choose a girl who lost her parents and had to make a name for herself. When you can have the most beautiful woman in the world?" I explained,

She chuckled, stood up and cupped my cheeks, putting our foreheads together. She smiled.

"I think you answered your own question,I did choose you, because your the only person I would want to spend the rest of my life with, it's because you made a name for yourself that drawn me to you. I could have anyone in the world, yes, but here's the thing I don't think you get love. I'm gonna let you in on a little known secret my oblivious puppy. Out of 7 billon people on this earth, I choose you, forever and always, and no one, no one will take me away from you, because Kara Danvers, I will always come back to you, every day. Because we're family, and family is always there for each other, and will definitely come back for one another. You taught me that. So I will always choose you over anything Kara Danvers,till death do us part, and that's how it's gonna stay. " She said.

I smiled softly, tears pricking my eyes, it wasn't tears that I had those years when I was with Mon-el, these tears were happy. She smiled, kissing me softly on the lips, she brushed her tongue for entrance, in which I gladly accepted, our lips stayed together for a while. Due to lack of oxygen, we separated our lips.She softly wiped my tears, kissing my cheeks softy

"Ready to go back to bed love?" She asked

"Mhm" I mumbled sleepily, I guess playing music and having deep conversations really tire a girl out.

She scooped me up in her arms, I didn't really have the energy to even protest, she saw the tired look on my face, I patted her side to let me down, she shook her head no.

"I want to carry you" She whispered

"But-"

"No buts, I'm carrying you, your very light, and it's not an issue." She said, leaving no room for protest, which I was too sleepy to even care.

She softly laid me down on the bed, covering a blanket on me, she softly got in also and wrapped her protective and safe arms around me. Easing me into sleep, dreaming about the woman holding me gently, her soft arms giving me comfort, and her sweet scent filling my nostrils as I slept.