When We Held Hands

Chapter 08

Binagsak ko ang pang limang shot at tumawa ng malakas.

"WOHOO!" I shouted.

Damn, I'm getting so dizzy. Umiikot paningin ko.

Tumatawa sila nang dahil sa asal ko.

"Damn, lady. Please sit down." Natatawang sabi ni Justus pero andun padin ang pagiginh awtoridad.

"Hmmmmppp! I don't want!" I crossed my arms.

Hinila niya ako pababa and I lost balance.

Now, I'm sitting on his lap. Oops!

I put my hands on his neck and smiled sweetly.

"What are we?" Tinagilid ko ulo ko.

He drank from his bottle of beer and he smirked.

"What do you want us to be, huh?" Malamig niyang sambit.

"Hmmm, I don't know. We can be the parents of Nalaaaaa!" I giggled.

He chuckled and shake his head.

"We're just very good close friends, Zea. For now." He looked away.

What is that supposed to mean?

"Ayoko maging rebound." He whispered, but I heard it.

Tumayo ako kaagad and tried to stand straight.

I don't want you to become a rebound, Justus.

I don't know, fuck.

"I'm gonna dance." Wala sa sarili kong sinabi at pumunta na sa dance floor.

I danced like a fucking slut. Damn, I don't want this.

Naramdaman ko na lang na may sumasayaw na sa likod ko at hinawakan bewang ko.

"I told you, you're only mine." He said to my ear which made me stop to dance.

Hindi ko na tinignan at mabilisang umalis dun.

Damn, hindi si Lance. No, hindi siya.

Bumalik ako sa lounge at nandun pa din sila Ryan pero may mga kausap na babae.

Dresses like a slut, acts like a whore, maybe their attitude is a hoe.

I'm so judgemental when I'm drunk.

I need to sober up.

Umupo ako sa tabi ni Justus at humilig sakaniya.

Nagulat siya doon pero agad niya kong hinawakan sa bewang.

"You okay?" Here comes his concerned side.

"I need to sober up." I said with my eyes closed.

He sighed.

After a few minutes, I smelled the aroma of coffee.

Napaupo kaagad ako, napangiwi ako sa biglaan kong pag upo.

Damn umiikot na talaga mundo ko.

I was half way on my coffee when I felt that I need to vomit.

Tumayo kaagad ako at tinakpan bibig ko.

Tumayo si Nathan at inalalayan ako sa Lavatory.

Pag dating sa toilet bowl, suka lang ako suka.

Binigyan niya ako ng tissue at ginamit ko yun.

Gumaan pakiramdam ko. Damn. I told myself that I'm not going to drink.

Nathan patted my back, "Wala na?"

I tried once again, pero halos lahat na naisuka ko baka pati bituka ko isuka ko na.

He carefully made me stand.

I'm still a bit dizzy.

Pinaupo niya ako sa sink at kinuha niya panyo niya sa pocket at binasa 'yun.

He wiped the cold wet handkerchief on my face. It feels so good!

"Zea, sorry. Napainom ka tuloy ng madami." He sighed.

I smiled, "No, no. It's okay. Fun first times with the best people. Nasobrahan ata."

Umiling siya, "You have a low tolerance."

Binaba niya na ulit ako at inalalayan pabalik ng lounge namin.

Napansin kong wala na yung mga babae at nag kakape na din sila Ryan.

Bumalik ako sa tabi ni Justus at humilig ulit sakaniya.

He pulled me closer to him and covered me with his coat.

Binalik niya yung kamay niya sa bewang ko.

He kissed my forehead, "Sleep. Ihahatid kita sa bahay niyo mamaya, your dad will be waiting."

I drifted to sleep, right away.