Not Just A Bias | Kim Seokjin

Chapter 4- Motivation

"Wheres my phone?" I lightly whisper to myself.

My alarm is set 10 minutes earlier so I can stretch and wake up.

"Jin?" I look at him.

You're perfect what are you doing here with me?

"Jin this isn't funny I have school", I nudge him a little.

"How about you don't go for today?"

"I have tests! Now let me get up!" I jumped over him and went to the bathroom.

***
"You don't wear make up?"

"I'm not into it." Jin looked surprised "Really?"

"You're in my room you can see no make up."

"I didn't even study I'm going to fail." I sat on my bed rubbing my neck.

"But then again you managed to graduate college while balancing an idol life so I can do it."

"What?"

"You're my...motivation I suppose."

"What about your parents?"

"Them too don't get me wrong but you also take a part in it you know? I can't imagine how you had to manage your time."

"Stand up." Okay?

He pulled me into a hug. This is the best way to start my morning.

"What are you doing?" I muffled into his lower chest.

"Giving you some of my study powers." He began stroking my hair.

"Jin?" He really wants me to die.

"Yes?" He pulled me away and I locked eyes with him.

I don't even know what to say.

"Common" slow motion this moment for me please. I want to replay it in my head.

He kissed me on my forehead again!

"Let's go Crystal I don't want you to be late."

***
"Aren't you the tiniest bit scared someone will see you?"

"No." He seems pretty sure.

"Besides I don't think any one would recognize me."

How could anyone miss a face like that?!

"Oh shit", I stopped walking.

"What?" I pulled Jin in front of me.

My back was against a cold bus stop pole. Jin was only a few centimeters away from my face.

"Crystal why are you-"

"Babe I think it's a good idea if we do go to downtown together because-" I turned my head to the left. They're gone.

"Sorry about that Jin.", I began walking again.

"I'm confused."

"Those girls have BTS bookbags for crying out loud! They would so recognize you! So I did the best that I could."

Dumb ass was that the only solution?

"Well thank you."

"What?"

"Thank you, it would have been a scandal."

"Yeah exactly." At least he's not mad.

***
"We're here!"

"Can I come in?"

"You're crazy no way!" He looked down "Well have a good day!" I walked in wishing I didn't.

I began walking to my locker.

"Crystal!" It was scream type of whisper.

I turned around "Crystal!"

"Who is it?"

I heard a door close. It's a back door that leads behind to the school.

"JI-" he put his hand over my mouth.

"Don't scream."

"Walk now." I began walking ahead of him. Lucky for me I come to school early so no ones in the hall.

"How did you get in here?!" I began opening my locker.

"Through the back it's open."

"I can't believe you."

"So where we going?"

"I'm going to the second floor cause I have to print something you are going back to wherever the rest of the boys are."

"Fine", he began walking away. Is he really leaving?

I watched him go back to the door.

***
Well I almost broke the printer but I have my paper at least.

I began walking down the stairs quickly. Can't keep Eric waiting.

I turned the corner and...

"JI-"

"Stop screaming!", he whispered to me.

"Why are you still here?! Someone will notice you!"

"I wanted to wish you luck on your tests."

"Oh well thank you now go."

"I'll text you later!" He began running off.

I walked the opposite direction.

"Oh Crystal!" I turned back around.

"Remember I'll always be here to motivate you!"

My instant reaction was to catch the kiss.

"Thank you!" I looked down smiling extra hard. He turned around and walked away.

So I did the same.

Am I dreaming? Cause if so this is where I want to be.