Looking Back (Ajay-Kumar)

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Looking back


Stars like clouds are mirrors of one's heart,

And I saw but you in beautiful things

Like goat droppings, waxed chests,

Tanned backs, whip marks

And slightly less beautiful things,

Like clouds, stars,

A flurry of dispersed pollen,

A Brouhaha of falling fall leaves.

Do you remember still,

The beginning?

When our fingers were oil-water

But they stirred the shore sands

And the depressions therein morphed

No lipsticks, threaded eyebrows,

Six packs, breath of Thai dragonfruit,

But we leaned in closer

And paused once for looking back,

If the trees had eyes unabiding

Of love's laws.

The thousand eyes of Varuna

Could not safeguard us

From two blind eyes of men

The outstretched arms of Varuna,

Speak hands for seas

Which engulfs something other than

The sands, the shells and sandcastles

Now you walk yourself

On our calligraphy canvas,

Thanking or questioning the honest trees,

The Arabian Sea that never betrayed us,

Do the sands of our memories chain your feet,

The wind with scent and voices of ours lock you?

I am looking at you-

Your black hair carrying my fingergerms,

Your jacket generous enough for two-

Looking back at me,

With half your face hooded,

Like dolphins sleep with an eye open

You cry.

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