MACADAMIA. | jikook

not an update

jonghyun is dead.

now i wanna say that i can understand how much it can pain you shinee fans, especially the jonghyun stans, so i want to say im sorry for you guys' loss.

a really good friend of mine texted me saying she was crying because one her favourite idols died, and i felt so bad for her.

i am not part of the shinee fandom, nor do i know any of the members, but i can only imagine how hard it is to know that your ultimate bias committed suicide just last night.

or this morning, depending on where you live.

if namjoon (my ub) committed suicide just hours before their comeback, i would fucking lose my shit, so im only wondering how it is for you people whose ub was jonghyun..

anyway, what i wanted to say was im sorry that you guys are all mourning, and im a little upset even though i didnt know the kid.

hell, i dont even know him and i feel really upset.. can you guys imagine the shinee members, the ones closest to him, finding out he killed himself?

and what about his family members?

damn.

hope all is well with you guys.. and ill update later on tonight, okay?

my condolences to you guys. hope you all cope well..

<3