Misunderstood Feelings || A Soarindash Tale

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Guys, i made this chapter to tell you that i am basically dead right now. I still love Soarindash and especially you guys ⊙︿⊙ but BANGTAN SONYEONDAN IS GIVING ME THEIR ATTENTIONENWLWNOSNWOAJ sorry im just addicted to kpop trash noe *^*

Rainbow's pov

"Hey are you ok?.... soarin!" I shaked him
I was afraid what will happen
But then he just got a hold of me and ................

I stood there shook, i can't even think what to do or what to say. It took about 5 seconds for him to finish it....

"Dash...." i gave him a confused look while standing here awkwardly with my face red ;-; "please don't freak out" he bowed his head

BUT YOUR FREAKIN ME OUT ALREADY AKENISJEKASJ

He took my hand while his head is still hanging down. Im freaking out because there are unstoppable tears on him and he can't talk or say that something he wants to say because he is just crying there out loud...... Then you ask me what i am doing?.... Im crying too

"Soarin Please don't..." i cried freely and i do not even know but if he is sad, i am sad too.

"Dash--" i cut him off "You just keep on saying my name! What Happened?! ARE YOU CHEATING ON ME--" now it is him who cutted me and it pissed me off but what pisses me off more is what he said

"P-Please don't take this the w-wrong way" he dried his tears while trying to speak "Sorry dash but I have a Girlfriend while dating you...." he looked down on his shoes...

OKAY WHATSBAKSKNSLA

"W-what?!" i felt my hot tears running through my cheeks again. What did he said?

"S-soarin--" "DASH! I'm sorry! Okay?! IM AN IDIOT! Say it to me! I love you!! But somehow I CANNOT! I don't fucking know if someone is gonna save me now..."

I stared at him blankly

Jaksneksngksjwnsowj

SOARIN SKIES!!!.....

Without hesitation, i run away....Tears are flowing fluently on my cheeks. I wanna skip this part of my life and i don't want this moment to exist in my entire life

CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?! HE LOVES SOMEONE!! HE PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS!! what i thought is that someone finally loved me but everything i assumed came in to the wrong expected way. I'm such an idiot for loving him! You already know he is an artist and what you know about artist is that they have alot of Exes..... I'm one of them now. And the news..... They'd thought i dumped soarin because he wasn't good enough for me, that i am so choosy over people and that i do not even love him

I walked inside the house feeling down. I saw Blitz on his laptop again in the table. I hurriedly walked upstairs to my room and throwed myself on my bed.

"Soarin your such a...." then my tears started to flow again. I do not want my life to be like this the whole time.

DASH! MOVE ON! ITS BEEN MINUTES....minutes...

I cried harder while covering my head with the pillow... I wish i haven't met him

RAINBOW DASH PLEASE STOP!

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"Who is soarin's girlfriend" Its in the middle of the night and i'm here discussing with rarity. But now i got to the point to ask her who is Soarin's girlfriend

"You probably dated him because you did not know who his girlfriend is" she replied with that sadtone i hate to hear

"Probably" i answered, i'm already getting pissed off the fact he has a gf and didnt tell me.

"WHO IS SHE?!" I suddenly yelled at her on the phone, mkay im sorry :©

"Fine! fine! Her name is Spitfire!" she yelled back at me and i want to laugh Lmao

"Spitfire huh... An artist too" i murmured but i know rarity heard it

"Yeah! You'll be doomed! But not actually since he changed the caption of his post!"

"What?!"

"Have you remembered the post he posted when you started dating?" i started to remember it but yeah I did remember that time, it was our first selfie back in Hollywood

"Uhm yeah?" i replied Acting confused all over here

"He changed the caption!" rarity yelled again. Whats with the yelling? I think we have been yelling to each other since last week

"Whats the caption?" i asked

" 'with my bestfriend Rainbow :>' IT WAS A CAPTION OF YOU TWO DATING BEFORE WHICH SAYS 'With the love of my life Rainbow dash' but since only a few saw that post, he changed the caption!" im sooooooo friendzoned here. Actually he broke up with me which is more sadder right? -_-

"Owh" is the only thing i answered. Boi please give me more words to say

"So all you can say is 'oh'?! I'm so proud of you my rainbow dash" she clapped at the call, that sarcastic lil bish "anyways i gotta sleep! I skipped my sleeping for beauty just because of you well if you excuse me i'm gonna kill myself now" she finally said goodbye! "Okay bye" i hang up the call and looked into google

This 'spitfire' is popular so i expect to see her on google

i searched her and yes! She showed up.

' Spitfire a 17 year old popular girl from Hollywood. She is known as a musician and Model in Hollywood along with his partner Soarin skies'

I'm such an idiot. Why didn't i know this

' But a sudden news appeared that she was hospitalized last year until now , thats why she hasn't produced any music since last year'

soarin totally forgot about her because she is hospitalized, but isn't he visiting her or something?!

I didn't know loving is a fake feeling for everyone. I hope you don't love someone that'll make you give your whole heart to him or her

Playing with my feelings isn't the best idea to play with me

What am i even talking?! Ksowbdkenwl

I looked unto images and saw her pictures...... Yes she is a worth to be his girlfriend. She has a beautiful face,eyes,hair,nose and etc. Everything is nice about her!

I didn't even try hoping that i'd be like her. She ain't a slut though.

I put my phone on my side desk and covered my head with my pillow....

"Yes i am just a trash for him"